Preparations Are Almost Complete

[Viafactorum]

Waiting for my final set of meds. I had to dig up some equipment to properly measure the compound. Will be doing a blood test soon. I hope SI doesn't kick in. As of late I have been meditating and thinking about life and how horrible it has been. I need the pain and humiliation to end. I am fairly certain my SI is almost non existent but I wouldn't say it's completely gone.

 

[deathisnear]

Wishing you nothing but peace

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such an awful world that we live in, one that I want nothing to do with. I understand the feeling of wanting everything to end. Living really is so painful. I hope that you find relief from your suffering.