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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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It's pretty much ruined me. It's impossible to connect with anyone when you're as quiet as I am. Anybody else dealing with this?
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,156
Yes my brain has turned to mush.
 
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Sister of the Moon

Sister of the Moon

Student
Dec 17, 2021
188
Yes, I do.

Thinking back to my younger self, I was very into languages and wanted to be a journalist. I was able to write well. Now I can't even learn and remember new English words, let alone other languages. I can't hold a conversation and can't even do small talk without cringing. Even if I kind of know what I want to say, I can't put it into words any more.

So sorry you're dealing with this too. Sending you blessings.
 
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AloneInCollege

AloneInCollege

The one and only
Mar 7, 2022
167
Yeah I used to be pretty smart, now I always feel like a dumbass sometimes it's hard to talk to people cause my head feels empty
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,604
I hate talking, it is tiring and I see it as best to just keep quiet. There is nothing that I have to say anyway, in a way it is like I have already died, I live such an empty existence.
 

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