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stupidmonkey

stupidmonkey

suffering succotash
Jul 30, 2023
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hi everyone. i live in the usa where i assume most things are inaccessible. i am wondering about the least painful way to CTB? is there any pills or concoctions i can get my hands on over the internet or something? i am at my wits end. i want out but i don't want to jump or hang or drown… i just want to go to sleep and not wake up!! please. if anyone has any suggestions PLEASE let me know
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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There are ways how to OD on described in the PPeH. But getting the required drugs/meds may be difficult to impossible. You could consider the CO method (with charcoal) in a tent/room. Also you can check the Suicide Resource Compilation and you could consider inert gas/ N2 with exit bag or SCBA mask.




 
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stupidmonkey

suffering succotash
Jul 30, 2023
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There are ways how to OD on described in the PPeH. But getting the required drugs/meds may be difficult to impossible. You could consider the CO method (with charcoal) in a tent/room. Also you can check the Suicide Resource Compilation and you could consider inert gas/ N2 with exit bag or SCBA mask.




is there a CO megathread? something with instructions?
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

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May 27, 2023
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is there a CO megathread? something with instructions?

 
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Praestat_Mori

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is there a CO megathread? something with instructions?
Here's also a good guide:

 

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