Please help me ill from purging

[FireFox]

Hello I dont know what to do. I am really scared

I have been purging for the past couple of months. In the beginning I had control over the purging but now I have lost control.

Today I feel extremely ill and have been involuntarily throwing up. I cant enjoy my favourite foods anymore. Whenever i eat my body is pushing me to throw up more.
My favourite teas now no longer taste nice anymore.
I don't know what to do.

 

[Largeletters]

So sorry you're going through this. I wish I had a solution for you. Is there any way you would be able to consult with a doctor of pharmacist for medical purposes?