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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I still think about some members who never wrote something again. Or I just did not recognized it.
I can remember @missnovember. She wrote exactly 8 messages. First she wanted to drown herself. Everyone tried to stop her or I think the majority because it is a very cruel way to die. She changed her plans. I think she was too scared but I am not sure. In the end she drank bleach. Then again we tried to stop her because this is simply torture. Many were very worried. She never wrote back.
I assume she still lives. Because drinking bleach is probably not lethal. I ask myself if she has permanent damage now...

I changed the part about someone who is still active in this forum. I am not sure if it is too private to talk about this. I do not want to talk about still online i a third person perspective.


I also wonder about another person. Though I am not sure if it was okay to talk about him. So I better do not do it now. I am not sure if he wanted to have his privacy.

Maybe this thread was not that good as an idea. I do not want to infringe someone's privacy. But I think @missnovember would not not be angry. At least I hope so.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Gosh so many , so so many that are in my heart cause they left and left a gap, some we still in touch, most are completely gone just like that.
 
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Zinz

Zinz

Wizard
Apr 28, 2021
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I think this thread is helpful for that isn't it?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/user-discussion-megathread.5384/

I'm not sure. I don't feel like I should mention their username but I think about a certain member often.
She said something along the lines of waiting for me to come back from the hospital, but when I got home I saw her account was gone.
I wonder a lot if she's alright.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
7,037
I think this thread is helpful for that isn't it?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/user-discussion-megathread.5384/

I'm not sure. I don't feel like I should mention their username but I think about a certain member often.
She said something along the lines of waiting for me to come back from the hospital, but when I got home I saw her account was gone.
I wonder a lot if she's alright.
I was not sure if this would perfectly fit in this thread. You are probably right. FIrst I wanted to talk about a lot of people. Then I was hesitant due to privacy issues. I wanted to talk about their story more in detail.
And at least for @missnovember I really think that probably noone has an answer.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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We will never know for certain what has happened to members of this forum who never posted again. At least those who ctb are free from their suffering now.
 

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