pain.

[abruptum]

i can't stop the thoughts that come into my brain and everything gets so jumbled i can't even get my thoughts organized or out and then it makes my entire body ache and it feels like i'm on fire and there's just so much uncomfort and i can't get out of my own skin i can't get out of my own head and then i get such bad headaches and it's so hard to do anything except for turn off everything and exist while time passes and hope it passes
this is all even so hard to organize it gives me the worst type of feeling i can't describe it
i feel like i'm going crazy i can't even stop it

 

[Umbreon]

Sorry you're feeling so bad :( . Do you have lots of chronic illness?

 

[Wandering_Fox]

Sounds like a pretty bad predicament to be in, sounds like you might have it even worse than most people here. Have you tired medications yet?

 

[Water-Lily]

I feel I have so much pain swelling inside of me I want to run into a wall and crack my head open and watch the blood and everything spill out while I die

 

[jusbug]

i feel you guys it has to end