Venting pain is making it hard to draw

[anesthetized]

I wont get into it but this currently undiagnosed cause of pain in my elbows is now making it so I cant even draw. drawing is so important to me, its been my "thing" since I was a toddler. its my favorite way to express myself but now I'm unable to sit down and even use my hand for more than 5 minutes. I don't know what to do, its so defeating. I haven't been drawing much in this past year because I don't have much motivation to, but the idea of stopping completely scares me. I'm losing a piece of myself. it doesn't sound like a big deal but I feel like such a big fucking baby not being able to do simple things without pain. if I cant even draw anymore, I don't really want to be around. I feel like I've lost the ability to walk.

 

[strawberry_lemons]

Dude i feel the same way, hang in there <3

 

[bankai]

So sorry OP. Everyone should be able to indulge in their favourite activity, it's very unfortunate that pain is preventing you from doing so

My biggest gripe with old age is I am sure that the things I like will also fall to the wayside bit by bit.

 

[anesthetized]

Dude i feel the same way, hang in there <3

do you also suffer from chronic pain?