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Steve Vermont

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Feb 27, 2020
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In early January I tried to kill myself on impulse. I drank three liters of vodka and 200mg of Clonazepam. My wife and family intervened and I woke up in the intensive care unit after a three day coma.

Subjectively, it was just "lights out": I passed out almost immediately and woke up three days later. No memories, nothing.

I have very low alcohol tolerance due to diabetes: I rarely drink. I can also get Clonazepam quite easily by double dipping my prescription. Booze is all over the place.

So given my past experience, I am thinking that squirreling away 500 mg of Clonazepam and drinkingnit all down with four bottles of vodka, and maybe an over the counter anti-emetic, would do the trick. I just need to go somewhere no one will find me in time. Somewhere pretty, in the woods or on the beach, and chug it all.

What can anyone say about this method? What is its likelihood for turning out the way it did last time (i.e. lights out, no wake up, no memories)?
 
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needtogo

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Jan 9, 2020
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In early January I tried to kill myself on impulse. I drank three liters of vodka and 200mg of Clonazepam. My wife and family intervened and I woke up in the intensive care unit after a three day coma.

Subjectively, it was just "lights out": I passed out almost immediately and woke up three days later. No memories, nothing.

I have very low alcohol tolerance due to diabetes: I rarely drink. I can also get Clonazepam quite easily by double dipping my prescription. Booze is all over the place.

So given my past experience, I am thinking that squirreling away 500 mg of Clonazepam and drinkingnit all down with four bottles of vodka, and maybe an over the counter anti-emetic, would do the trick. I just need to go somewhere no one will find me in time. Somewhere pretty, in the woods or on the beach, and chug it all.

What can anyone say about this method? What is its likelihood for turning out the way it did last time (i.e. lights out, no wake up, no memories)?
I'd say it depends on how much klonapin you've been using recently. Also, a way you die because of mixing those two is by choking on your own vomit, so idk of anti emetic is necessary per se. unless you'll immediately puke the alc out.
 
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Steve Vermont

Student
Feb 27, 2020
179
Hmmm. Yeah, hoping not to choke on my own vomit but, then again, if I am out and can't feel it...
 
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TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
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Also, a way you die because of mixing those two is by choking on your own vomit, so idk of anti emetic is necessary per se. unless you'll immediately puke the alc out.
That isn´t a certainty. The reason the combination of downers such as alcohol, benzos and opiates are deadly is because it will cause respiratory depression.
 
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Jan 28, 2020
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not recommended, 2/5 , rarely produces results and flags anyone nearby, I thought my body just slept on benzos but it can totally move if it wants to, yell at neighbours, get police called etc, all in a blackout. Might be feasible with something like F but benzos and alcohol isn't enough. I had a similar experience, woke up 3 days later after a coma (I even had barbiturates but also a tolerance to benzos), the problem is it doesn't do the job before someone sees you, it can be 48 hours after and you might still be fine
 
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Steve Vermont

Student
Feb 27, 2020
179
Hmmm. Where I live, Oxycontin is still a semi-restricted drug: you can get it for pain relief with a simple prescription. Would adding oxy to the mix help, do you think?
 
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I really don't know, tolerance, dose, duration, timing to be left alone etc all come into mind here. The script (if you can even get it) will still likely be time-released, you can get around it but it'd still take longer to be absorbed, you would most likely still choke on your own vomit and I just haven't seen many successful OD's due to respiratory depression (which I'm guessing is the aim)
 
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Hmmm. Where I live, Oxycontin is still a semi-restricted drug: you can get it for pain relief with a simple prescription. Would adding oxy to the mix help, do you think?
Absolutely, when I have tried oxycodone I can feel how I breath less frequently because of respiratory depression and I bet most people have felt the same way if they have gotten really drunk just once in their life so combining big doses of those two substances and maybe benzos too then I am sure that would work.
 
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Steve Vermont

Student
Feb 27, 2020
179
Thanks! Now I need to figure out how to get an oxy script. Easier here than i the States, but still....
 

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