My acess to reliable methods are very restricted / limited hence I am reliant on overdose as my main method. My main plan was sleeping tablets, a shit tone of vodka and to fall asleep in water and drown whilst asleep. However I fell asleep before running the bath, so it failed and I've run out of sleeping tablets now which is extremely ironic and I hate myself 
Would a load of diazepam, gabepentine, duloxetine plus alcohol be enough to send me into a deep enough sleep to drown in a bath, if I was weighed down properly?
I took a ton of sleeping tablets and vodka but was so out of it and fell asleep before going into the bath tub before, so I obviously failed and just slept for 3 days with no physical damage just failure. But my intention is to sink into the water whilst unconscious, I'd have to quickly weigh myself down with something heavy in the bath tub before hand but would I stay submerged long enough? My biggest fear is lack of oxygen in the brain causing brain damage without actual death. I can't access any more sleeping tablets or pills from my doctors because of previous overdoses , so I'm more reliant on just being unconscious enough to drown without agony. I'm very weak and afraid of a painful death.
Would a load of diazepam, gabepentine, duloxetine plus alcohol be enough to send me into a deep enough sleep to drown in a bath, if I was weighed down properly?
I took a ton of sleeping tablets and vodka but was so out of it and fell asleep before going into the bath tub before, so I obviously failed and just slept for 3 days with no physical damage just failure. But my intention is to sink into the water whilst unconscious, I'd have to quickly weigh myself down with something heavy in the bath tub before hand but would I stay submerged long enough? My biggest fear is lack of oxygen in the brain causing brain damage without actual death. I can't access any more sleeping tablets or pills from my doctors because of previous overdoses , so I'm more reliant on just being unconscious enough to drown without agony. I'm very weak and afraid of a painful death.
