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Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
277
I think it's just I give up. I don't want to play at life anymore. I was always terrible at it and I just used up all my tries. I just sit around without any motivation to do anything. I know that the things that motivate others are both beyond my grasp and don't hold my attention.

No one likes me and I've always just been ignored and turned away. I had friends but I couldn't keep up with the changes as I aged and I'm hopelessly lost.

Is it possible to just be unceremoniously kicked out of society? I think that's what has happened here. I really truly just have no place in society and it's always been like that.
 
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RinneOfAragon

Student
Jan 2, 2025
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Hey Buddy 🤗 😔. I get what you are saying. I'm feeling tired of trying when things are just impossible.

I think you may be being a bit harsh on yourself. I'm sure there are people who like you or have liked you. I think you are very likable. Friendship are hard sometimes; for me I feel sometimes I'm bending over backwards to please them. It's tough if you have physical and mental problems.

You are probably a bit of a misfit (there are quite a few of us). Wouldn't it be boring if we were all the same? Sadly you were dealt a very tough hand at the start of your life. That can really put a person on the wrong tracks. I feel you do have a place you are of value. I understand what you are saying though as I'm not living the way society says I should (not for the want of trying).
massive hugs to you!!!
 
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Crow_88

Crow_88

Experienced
Dec 30, 2024
277
Hey Buddy 🤗 😔. I get what you are saying. I'm feeling tired of trying when things are just impossible.

I think you may be being a bit harsh on yourself. I'm sure there are people who like you or have liked you. I think you are very likable. Friendship are hard sometimes; for me I feel sometimes I'm bending over backwards to please them. It's tough if you have physical and mental problems.

You are probably a bit of a misfit (there are quite a few of us). Wouldn't it be boring if we were all the same? Sadly you were dealt a very tough hand at the start of your life. That can really put a person on the wrong tracks. I feel you do have a place you are of value. I understand what you are saying though as I'm not living the way society says I should (not for the want of trying).
massive hugs to you!!!
Thanks Corvette, your words always mean a lot to me. Thank you!