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Jun 14, 2026
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Well you know there are certainly a variety of reasons due to which I wish to hang up my coat and call it a day. But it's not solely the spiritual liveleak video that my life has organised for me there remains another reason. One that motivates me equally as much sometimes and that is the thought of what comes after death. It's one of my favourite things to think about the possibilities excite me beyond measure. Now could it simply be lights out? maybe sure but I don't quite think so or atleast if there is a lights out blank fade into nothingness that would happen to us I don't think that will necessarily be tied to the cessation of our physical/biological existences I think we aren't purely physical beings basically perhaps this death won't be the final one simply a step up the ladder. But that also terrifies me I wouldn't want to do it and find out I can't fade away. Honestly I kind of just wish the entire history of my life was forgotten by the universe not simply me fading away but me never having materialized
 
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