I often ask the same question to some people like family and friends and they don't gave me a real answer and they think I'm a fool after the recovery in SPDC ( the way they called psychiatry in my country).
So, after I will be dead only a few people will still think about me untill the memory of me will fade away after they passed out, so what's the point of living tho? If everything goes black like before we were born and we will not remember anything.
Does it really matter have lived a great life with a good job or family or maybe have lived an hard life full of bad things?
So, as u can see, I'm terrified about what's next after I take my life and I think that's why I'm still here even if I don't want to.
So, after I will be dead only a few people will still think about me untill the memory of me will fade away after they passed out, so what's the point of living tho? If everything goes black like before we were born and we will not remember anything.
Does it really matter have lived a great life with a good job or family or maybe have lived an hard life full of bad things?
So, as u can see, I'm terrified about what's next after I take my life and I think that's why I'm still here even if I don't want to.
