OCD has ruined my life

[yeaimhere13]

oh man. im so fucking angry. so so so so angry. i don't fucking deserve this shit. its every goddamn fucking day. there's no such thing as breaks.. never a moment of clarity. my life is fucking ruined. everything is spoiled and rotten. my thoughts are so fucked and they follow me around like ghosts. i wouldn't wish this shit on my worst enemy. i just want it to stop.. to go away for just an hour. i wish i could get hit by a fucking semi and lose all memory of this disorder and the trauma its caused me. i don't know how much longer i can go on. I'm living in hell 24/7 and i cant seem to find an escape. please someone.. something help me. could you save me from this misery? even if i recovered i cant imagine a happy life with all of the trauma I've endured. my life is fucking pointless seriously

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really dreadful and torturous, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, but anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the relief you search for.