numb

[ready to go....]

I feel completely numb, numb to feelings, numb to everything I used to enjoy, even numb towards upholding relationships. I have everything ready to ctb, notes have been written, possessions have been sold, with that being said, I feel less stressed and much more relaxed about it all, I feel ready. Is this my sign to go soon?
My biggest fear was going alone, but now that doesn't really phase me anymore.

I have never been able to express my thoughts about this before, but now being here, being able to discuss feelings etc, seems to be helping with my decision.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only you know when the right time is to leave this world, it is your life after all. I can imagine it must be a relief to feel more relaxed about everything. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

Anhedonia is a bitch.

 

[ready to go....]

Only you know when the right time is to leave this world, it is your life after all. I can imagine it must be a relief to feel more relaxed about everything. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

That's very true. It definitely is. I thought it would make me question my decision, but infact it just solidified it. There's no pressure, there's no rushing, knowing I can slip away when the time is right is extremely comforting. Thank you, and to you too.