• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
B

Bruces

Specialist
May 11, 2020
389
Crazy when you think how utterly pointless life really is,nothing more than getting up everyday to the same meaningless job to earn money to pay bills,then just get older and older till eventual death?
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
Reactions: Largeletters, Walkingcorpse123, OpheliasFlowers and 11 others
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,385
Crazy when you think how utterly pointless life really is,nothing more than getting up everyday to the same meaningless job to earn money to pay bills,then just get older and older till eventual death?
There is something to live for : just think of getting old and seeing your once smooth skin turning to wrinkles and your face resembling more and more every year a living corpse like in the living dead zombie movies. How "exciting" that would be pro-lifers would like us to experience that. then think of all the aches ,pains ,diseases, mental decline, of old age as you get older as every human will get old and then die anyway . But death is not bad to me as it saves me from further torture but if i get old cancer , alsheimers , pain will torture me for years and torture me to death : so that is what pro-lifers think we have to live for to look forward to extreme torture. I'm just being sasrcastic. there is no way in hell i 'm going to allow these cells i'm trapped in to get old .
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Walkingcorpse123, demuic, FuneralCry and 5 others
logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
704
Yes, you can or must give meaning to your life yourself.

Listen to what really inspires you and try to implement it. This doesn't necessarily have to be a house, a car and a family.
 
hÊšll

hÊšll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
life is abuse. it abuses us to feel pain and to see others suffer without being able to do anything about it.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: demuic, OpheliasFlowers, FuneralCry and 3 others
BottomlessPit

BottomlessPit

Staring at the edge
Apr 28, 2021
423
Life is cruel and has no meaning, this is true for every single human being on this earth, or every lifeform in general. Pro-lifers (read: majority of humanity) don't see it that way because evolution selected for certain biases and delusions which work to distract or deny the obvious reality we inhabit. Sometimes certain individuals lose this optimism bias and see reality the way it really is. Normies call them mentally ill, but only because they speak from within their own pink bubble. And everything which is outside the norm can only be an illness, according to them.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: demuic, Walkingcorpse123, OpheliasFlowers and 6 others
ncmxm

ncmxm

Experienced
Jun 9, 2021
234
There is something to live for : just think of getting old and seeing your once smooth skin turning to wrinkles and your face resembling more and more every year a living corpse like in the living dead zombie movies. How "exciting" that would be pro-lifers would like us to experience that. then think of all the aches ,pains ,diseases, mental decline, of old age as you get older as every human will get old and then die anyway . But death is not bad to me as it saves me from further torture but if i get old cancer , alsheimers , pain will torture me for years and torture me to death : so that is what pro-lifers think we have to live for to look forward to extreme torture. I'm just being sasrcastic. there is no way in hell i 'm going to allow these cells i'm trapped in to get old .

This is a huge part of why I want to cbt. Even if I somehow ever stop hating myself and overcome everything that makes me want to ctb now, eventually I'll still get old and die and in the end all my struggle won't matter at all, and getting old is one of my worst nightmares that can be stopped in only one way: dying young
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: Walkingcorpse123, OpheliasFlowers, FuneralCry and 3 others
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,660
Yes, I agree. We are only on this earth because of evolution, our lives are essentially pointless. We are just waiting around to die, humans do the same tasks on loop for decades and that is just an distraction from our inevitable fate. I just exist for the sake of it, I have never really enjoyed life, living just doesn't appeal to me in any way. As well as life being tedious and pointless it can be very cruel and there is unlimited potential for suffering. I see a right to die as very important. I just want to fall into an eternal sleep really.
 
  • Like
Reactions: OpheliasFlowers, ncmxm and pthnrdnojvsc
Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
916
Living without a purpose is pure torture. I speak from experience. I give "meaning" to life with mundane things like: "I want to play that game", "I want to watch that movie".

Maybe you can do it too. But I do not know how for how long I can keep doing this.
 
  • Like
Reactions: OpheliasFlowers and ncmxm
B

Bruces

Specialist
May 11, 2020
389
I think I'm reality none of us matter,none of us have any future
 
  • Like
Reactions: OpheliasFlowers and pthnrdnojvsc

Similar threads

nihacc
Replies
0
Views
220
Suicide Discussion
nihacc
nihacc
budbud29
Replies
5
Views
365
Suicide Discussion
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
Butterfly-death
Replies
2
Views
409
Suicide Discussion
wine is fine but
W
enne
Replies
1
Views
258
Suicide Discussion
Mio_Kamimachi
Mio_Kamimachi