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Tintypographer

Tintypographer

I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
Apr 29, 2020
470
I never asked to be born. I don't think anyone did. I never wanted to be part of this grinder, I never asked to be a consumer. I had a friend at church tell.me that we are meant to suffer while on earth to have everlasting life in heaven. I feel like I would rather have never existed at all. No past, no suffering, no future. I didn't create this set of rules, I never wanted to be in this reality and I don't want to reframe it and change my view of it. That's now what I want. I want to go back in time and change my choices. If not that then I don't want to exist now or forever.

Sometimes I see that the stigma with suicide is that the world needs people who are not successful or leaders to follow those who are. If the followers decided to take their own lives there would be no more workers, no more people to adore or ensure that work gets done or to act as the masses. Sometimes I think the single biggest fear of leadership is that the followers simply stop caring. They stop showing up, they stop even being concerned. If suicide is the ultimate in not caring it explains why so many abhor it. That freedom is the very last thing you can't take away from someone.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,610
More than anything, I wish that I was never born in the first place. I see life as being completely unnecessary, we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live and to never exist means to never suffer. I see life as being so meaningless, yet so awful and depressing at the same time.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
You are right.
 
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Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,413
My suicide will be my answer to this existence.
 
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GoingAwayParty

Member
Apr 22, 2022
29
I feel like the best lives on planet Earth are, like, Galapagos turtles
 
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HappinessEmbodied

HappinessEmbodied

Depressed Bitch
Apr 21, 2022
32
It's an unfortunate consequence of reality that we have no consent in the matter of our entry into existence. But it is a calculated, deliberate choice by society and its upper rungs that our ability to exit peacefully is compromised.

To top it all off, their excuse for trying desperately to keep us in their system is nothing short of mockery. Pointless platitudes about mental health services and funding that they consciously do nothing about despite having the ability.

To exit on one's terms is to rebel against the systems which keep you bound.
 
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Catloaf

Catloaf

Mage
Aug 14, 2021
505
Kinda jealous of all the people who have never been born
 
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hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
516
Ecclesiastes 4:3 - But most fortunate of all are those who are not yet born. For they have not seen all the evil that is done under the sun.
 
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