No water (day 2) and Aching questions

[ravendrops]

Today is the second day of no water. Thirst has lightened up a little. I've got a slight headache. I would stop but I have no other plan. I'm homeless in a few weeks.

I'm probably level 2 autistic. I hate to admit that and I've limped through adulthood (42 yr old) without naming it. When my cPTSD is added, there's not much functionality in me right now.

I'd like to stop the "no water" and have a different plan. But I truly don't know what to do. I can't do most jobs right now, and I have no help from family or friends.

I dunno. I'm tired too. Weary. Looking back, most of my life has been shit, one crisis to the next, and I wish there was a place to mend, to regroup, to heal when the wounds are deep and defining.

I don't know whether everyone is better with me being gone, I guess. One less mouth to feed..

 

[chloeburbank]

I would recommend you stop the water fast immediately, its listed under Non-methods that shouldn't be attempted for good reason. I hope things get better for you, sending hugs

 

[un1queusername]

I don't understand your whole situation, but from reading your post I can understand why you've come to this point. Perhaps you know deep down the water fast won't result in your death but is a way for you to control your circumstances? When you have no other means to cbt and escape homelessness, I can see how you would grasp onto any sense of agency.

I second @chloeburbank, please reconsider the water fast.

 

[glass-petal]

i'm really sorry life's shittyness has driven you into this corner, and while it's true that none of us can tell you what to do, I assure you there's a reason multiple people have told you a water fast isn't ideal(putting it lightly)

 

[PanaxMan]

Today is the second day of no water. Thirst has lightened up a little. I've got a slight headache. I would stop but I have no other plan. I'm homeless in a few weeks.

I'm probably level 2 autistic. I hate to admit that and I've limped through adulthood (42 yr old) without naming it. When my cPTSD is added, there's not much functionality in me right now.

I'd like to stop the "no water" and have a different plan. But I truly don't know what to do. I can't do most jobs right now, and I have no help from family or friends.

I dunno. I'm tired too. Weary. Looking back, most of my life has been shit, one crisis to the next, and I wish there was a place to mend, to regroup, to heal when the wounds are deep and defining.

I don't know whether everyone is better with me being gone, I guess. One less mouth to feed..

Bless your soul. If it works it'll be very painful and thirst will take over.