no hope but suicide but no will

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i genuinely have no other way my mind is constantly foggy, i frequently don't have the energy to do basic shit, therapy isn't an option, and i failed in life hard i can't recover because i genuinely can't function, but i don't want to die thu this is the best outcome for me, i really don't want do it but i don't have other alternatives to try, i am at dead end in life everything from here gonna get way worse every year.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Why is therapy not an option? Is it a financial issue that prevents you from attempting therapy?

 

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Why is therapy not an option? Is it a financial issue that prevents you from attempting therapy?

Yeah it's financial issue nor i also expecting it to solve all my problems if any at all tbh

 

[FuneralCry]

This life can be very depressing and I know that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I understand that it is dreadful knowing that you have a future that is only suffering ahead. It must be really awful not wanting to die but feeling like you have no other choice, I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Yeah it's financial issue nor i also expecting it to solve all my problems if any at all tbh

Yeah, as they say, therapy is not meant to solve your problems. It just is an outlet for you to vent, or to giving you coping strategies. Or they just gaslight you into trying treatments that may not work.

 

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i genuinely have no other way my mind is constantly foggy, i frequently don't have the energy to do basic shit, therapy isn't an option, and i failed in life hard i can't recover because i genuinely can't function, but i don't want to die thu this is the best outcome for me, i really don't want do it but i don't have other alternatives to try, i am at dead end in life everything from here gonna get way worse every year.

I feel like I'm in a very similar position to yours and living like this is actual hell. I'm so sorry you're going through this and that you've gotten to this point.