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spicedapplelover

Member
Aug 31, 2022
5
Hi everyone, I'm new here, just joined this week but have already found the forum so helpful

I feel like I've done everything I could ever want to do in life (girlfriend, lived alone, job that's boring as hell but pays the bills)... I want to go out on my own terms, while I'm still young. What's the point in growing old if you're hurting and tired all the time?
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
Welcome to the forum. Sorry you're here.
 
catflowers

catflowers

Experienced
Jul 31, 2022
225
hello dude do you want to talk more about your situation sounds rough
 
Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
Welcome to the family. I'm new too. It's quite paradoxical here. We all come here because we want to die, but end up enjoying the new friends so we hang around longer.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,571
I also don't want to get old. I see old age as something horrifying and I believe that the longer I stay alive the more that I will suffer. Your feelings are understandable. I think that the life expectancy is far too long and existing is certainly tiring. I'm pleased for you that you found the forum helpful. I wish you the best.
 
hamvil

hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
Welcome, I am also here since a few day and I also consider the forum helpful.

What can I tell you I am 43 i also feel that I did enough in this world and that I will never be more than I was before. Not rally that interested in the credits of this movie. Much better to leave the cinema now.
 

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