New Suicidal Thoughts

[cobain43]

I posted twice before. Lost my mom this Feb. I was suicidal and that incident triggered me, I tried SN but failed, and met a wonderful woman. I thought life gave me a chance and kept aside my thoughts and made my second post that life is all good for now. I don't know, 3 months later, she broke up with me without any good reason. I feel shattered. Completely. I lost my family this year and she was my only hope. I know I have you guys but I really don't know what to do. This year is the absolute worst.

 

[Cursed4ever]

How did you fail sn

 

[BehindTheWall]

I posted twice before. Lost my mom this Feb. I was suicidal and that incident triggered me, I tried SN but failed, and met a wonderful woman. I thought life gave me a chance and kept aside my thoughts and made my second post that life is all good for now. I don't know, 3 months later, she broke up with me without any good reason. I feel shattered. Completely. I lost my family this year and she was my only hope. I know I have you guys but I really don't know what to do. This year is the absolute worst.

You're too rude with yourself. If this girl has broken with you it's ok, she's not the good one. I'm sure you are a good and kind person, the problem was somewhere else. 2020 is a shitty year, I think we all agree with that. But hey, 2021 is incoming so maybe give it a chance?


I'm really sorry for your loss. Take care of you.

 

[sadworld]

Hey, I'm sorry that life just didn't work out for you. I feel like she wasn't the right one and maybe you find someone better? Sending hugs

 

[AutoTap]

I posted twice before. Lost my mom this Feb. I was suicidal and that incident triggered me, I tried SN but failed, and met a wonderful woman. I thought life gave me a chance and kept aside my thoughts and made my second post that life is all good for now. I don't know, 3 months later, she broke up with me without any good reason. I feel shattered. Completely. I lost my family this year and she was my only hope. I know I have you guys but I really don't know what to do. This year is the absolute worst.

How did you fail sn? What went wrong? I'm going to do Sn so knowing would be nice

 

[Steamm]

I feel you, I also feel like shit after a breakup. Women are evil, they don't have any feelings.