New here, just want to say it out loud

[Coconut7]

I've lurked here for a bit, finally created an account. Been passively suicidal since I was a young teen, sometimes actively.

Recently, I've been serious, I'm just....tired. Life circumstances have changed, unlikely to get better.

A few years back I had decided on the exit bag as my choice, but I've been afraid of messing it up. Recently, I've landed on SN, for various reasons.

I am lucky (kinda?) enough to have a plentiful supply of Reglan and Zofran, because of a medical issue I have.
Is it overkill to use both? Probably not.
Thinking of trying to get propranolol to help with tachycardia. I've had it before, wouldn't be hard to get another script for it.
Of course the main issue is SN. I'm sure I'll find it at some point, but I've been looking for the past hour, and I'm giving up for now. Hopefully I get the energy to continue my search later. At least I have the other needed components.

Anyway, hi. Glad there is a safe community to talk about this in, it helps not feeling so alone.

 

[Raven2]

Welcome to the community. Sorry your here but you have a safe space to vent.

 

[Coconut7]

Welcome to the community. Sorry your here but you have a safe space to vent.

Thank you <3

 

[Rainbow Dash]

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[hemlocked]

Hi and welcome, and I hope your life changes for the best so that you never have to use the advice available here. But until it does, or if it never does, this is a pretty safe place to talk about things.

 

[kitkat9234]

Sorry you've found yourself here but welcome.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

welcome! sorry you need this place. whatever you decide i hope you find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired, I also feel so tired of suffering, I hope that you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[bluesadness]

I've lurked here for a bit, finally created an account. Been passively suicidal since I was a young teen, sometimes actively.

Recently, I've been serious, I'm just....tired. Life circumstances have changed, unlikely to get better.

A few years back I had decided on the exit bag as my choice, but I've been afraid of messing it up. Recently, I've landed on SN, for various reasons.

I am lucky (kinda?) enough to have a plentiful supply of Reglan and Zofran, because of a medical issue I have.
Is it overkill to use both? Probably not.
Thinking of trying to get propranolol to help with tachycardia. I've had it before, wouldn't be hard to get another script for it.
Of course the main issue is SN. I'm sure I'll find it at some point, but I've been looking for the past hour, and I'm giving up for now. Hopefully I get the energy to continue my search later. At least I have the other needed components.

Anyway, hi. Glad there is a safe community to talk about this in, it helps not feeling so alone.

Pm me. You have to email at least ten times

 

[darksouls]

welcome to sasu