Venting Need to go soon

[theSuiCiDalCupCaKe]

My sister said I'm just like my mother. Really?!?! Like my MOTHER?? My mother who's a liar and so many other things that my sister hates her.
I don't hate her, I understand who she is and the ins and outs of why she is who she is. But my sister hates her and now she hates me too. Great.
Glad I finally have the stuff ordered to ctb soon. Date TBC.

 

[sadworld]

Words can hurt so much...

 

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Please don't be impulsive! If it's truly what you want I wish you well. But know people here are willing to listen!
I don't think ctb is worth it because someone doesn't like you.

maybe I'm misunderstanding but wish you best

 

[Nymph]

Please think about this, I'm trying to understand and empathize with you, I know it must be hard. Words can really hurt but please don't be irrational. Think it through, sleep on it and see how you feel

 

[theSuiCiDalCupCaKe]

Please don't be impulsive! If it's truly what you want I wish you well. But know people here are willing to listen!
I don't think ctb is worth it because someone doesn't like you.

maybe I'm misunderstanding but wish you best

I've been wanting to ctb for some time, I think about it everyday and the feeling just keeps getting stronger.
I don't think the situation I'm in helps much and it does contribute to how I feel, there's more to it than what I've vented about. Thanks for your concern though, it's never good to make a decision like that impulsively :)

Please think about this, I'm trying to understand and empathize with you, I know it must be hard. Words can really hurt but please don't be irrational. Think it through, sleep on it and see how you feel

Ctb is something that's been on my mind a while but things like this make me feel a hell of a lot worse. Thank you for your advice though, I wouldn't ctb over this one instance, there's been a few things that's happened over the past few years that's ultimately led me to this site and the decision to ctb at some point