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VanishingAct

VanishingAct

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Feb 4, 2021
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Okay so it's been months now of being ready to CTB. Unfortunately my original method option has been taken away. I need another way but don't have access to stuff like SN. I have heaps of paracetamol but know this method isn't reliable but at this point I'd be willing to have a slow death and do multiple things at the same time to succeed. I don't have anything to hang myself from (this would have been my next option) and I will not do anything that could in danger someone else's life (jumping in front of a train - that poor driver, car crash - could accidentally kill someone else).

im desperate now, ideas?
Btw am fine with slow methods if it works, I'm just done
 
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Apr 13, 2021
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

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Jun 28, 2021
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Good luck. IDK what to suggest. I like your profile picture here. Ugggg it's hard. I relate.
 
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Anonymous_A

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Oct 4, 2020
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Hanging.
Pretty sure that's the only legit way. But hey, I'm gonna guess you won't do that
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

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Jun 28, 2021
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Hi everyone on here, I just wanted to say God is real. I truly do believe this although I have been with a lot of great trials. I believe there is only one to God, it's through Jesus. I have had spiritual experience that have confirmed to be that there is a spiritual realm since I had past involvement in the new age (which I regret and brought a lot of oppression and suffering). I know everyone one here is going through their own pain that I can't even begin to understand and so sorry! It hurts when we ask God 'why' and all we hear is silence. But I truly do believe that there is a God and have seen it for myself and seen other testimonies of His existence. He does love His creation and I hope that you might ask/invite Him into your life instead of ctb if that is what you are thinking about. I'm trying to do that myself because I get so low sometimes but I'm still seeking trust in God over the alternative. I hope this message will encourage you that you aren't alone even when it feels like it. And you are loved which is something I have to remind myself too.
Very inappropriate. Reported.
 
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Dear Agony

The Void
Jan 24, 2020
296
Hi everyone on here, I just wanted to say God is real. I truly do believe this although I have been with a lot of great trials. I believe there is only one to God, it's through Jesus. I have had spiritual experience that have confirmed to be that there is a spiritual realm since I had past involvement in the new age (which I regret and brought a lot of oppression and suffering). I know everyone one here is going through their own pain that I can't even begin to understand and so sorry! It hurts when we ask God 'why' and all we hear is silence. But I truly do believe that there is a God and have seen it for myself and seen other testimonies of His existence. He does love His creation and I hope that you might ask/invite Him into your life instead of ctb if that is what you are thinking about. I'm trying to do that myself because I get so low sometimes but I'm still seeking trust in God over the alternative. I hope this message will encourage you that you aren't alone even when it feels like it. And you are loved which is something I have to remind myself too.
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Either hanging or jumping off a high place. I don't see any other ways in the situation you are describing - are you sure you don't have anything to hang yourself or jump from?
There is another method I've considered. Overdose on alcohol and sleeping pills (or benzos) and pass out on a bathtub. I'd also put a bag over my head in case the movements while unconscious make me go above water. Well it'd be more fail proof in the sea or a pool, but using households stuff this is the only method I can think of that can possibly be lethal, aside from hanging.
 
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justpeachy

justpeachy

I’m haunted by the bottle & death on my breath.
Sep 6, 2020
297
Very inappropriate. Reported.
Reported them too. Wtf is up with all the "do gooders" that don't do shit that is good and instead offer up a solution that isn't even real. Thanks? But no thanks. I am sure they spent hours thinking of that statement and went to bed thinking of all the lives they were going to fix by telling people with REAL TANGIBLE PROBLEMS to go take sky daddy into their lives. Fuck off with that. (not you, talking about that comment we both reported)
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I am sure they spent hours thinking of that statement and went to bed thinking of all the lives they were going to fix by telling people with REAL TANGIBLE PROBLEMS to go take sky daddy into their lives. Fuck off with that.

God loves us anyway. We can't stop Him, He's so full of... love :)):))
god bless GIF
 
justpeachy

justpeachy

I’m haunted by the bottle & death on my breath.
Sep 6, 2020
297
God loves us anyway. We can't stop Him, He's so full of... love :)):))
god bless GIF
I hope you are joking. Honestly it's hard to tell with these ppl that shove their narrative down everyone's throats.
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God loves us anyway. We can't stop Him, He's so full of... love :)):))
god bless GIF
Lol judging by your profile I'm going to go with it was a joke, in that case I approve.
 
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
I hope you are joking. Honestly it's hard to tell with these ppl that shove their narrative down everyone's throats.
I would never joke about such serious matters. Jesus literally caught my dumb suicidal ass when I fell off a cliff

jesus saves GIF by Scorpion Dagger


:haha::haha:
 
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I’m haunted by the bottle & death on my breath.
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Burned out

Member
Sep 22, 2018
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I have heaps of paracetamol but know this method isn't reliable
I have tried this, twice. The first time I puked within an hour, and kept puking for hours. Basically in 48 hours it was like it didn't happen. The second time, I managed 5 hours without puking, but it was horribly painful, like a severe dull ache where the liver is, and also like having hot peppers rubbed all over a wound, but in your abdomen. It does something to your nose, causing a terrible smell to be noticed that isn't there, almost like the odor of walnut leaves and walnuts being torn out of that green peel thing. This, too lasted for hours, and I had diarrhea for a month, while months later, I lost the ability to eat spicy things in the quantity that I used to, and my creatinine levels are off currently (high). I don't understand how people accidentally die in troves from this drug.
 
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