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Manic Panic

Manic Panic

Deaths Embrace
Jan 5, 2025
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I'm interested in hearing others near death experiences.

I've had two and a very close third, I overdosed on 3000mg of dph and was having back to back seizures in the hospital . Eventually my heart stopped and I was flatlined for 10 seconds before the brought me back. I don't remember much but I remember a lot of pain coming back . I think I don't exactly remember much because of how overdosed I was .I experiencing brain damage from this and even now I haven't fully recovered. I have issues with my heart and I have short term memory problems.

The second time I flatlined I took 7000mg of thc when already extremely drunk. I called for help because I was experiencing intense respiratory pain and I wasn't able to walk properly.
As soon as the paramedics arrived I started seizing on the sidewalk . I flatlined on the sidewalk , i dont remember anything else until i was put in the ambulance. I had multiple seizures in the ambulance and I... remember them laughing at me ...
Drugs are amazing lol (jk don't do drugs)

This third time I didn't flatline but I was close to dying . I had cut veins in my arms 4 cuts that all needed to be stapled up. I was caught when I was losing consciousness and was given blood and plenty of fluids in the hospital.
Came out with a bunch of funs scars
Sorry I'm really making light on this because I honestly have trauma dealing with them all.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

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I could recall that about three decades ago or so, whenever I was a toddler I was in a community swimming pool and ventured off to the deep end (6ft depth) and drowned as I didn't know how to swim at the time. I remember just blacking out and ending up with a lot of water in my lungs and stuff, but when I was resuscitated and when I regained conscious I was back at home. I don't remember many more details other than losing conscious and nearing dying. That was as close as I was to death (accidental).
 
oxydd

oxydd

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Jun 17, 2025
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I'm interested in hearing others near death experiences.

I've had two and a very close third, I overdosed on 3000mg of dph and was having back to back seizures in the hospital . Eventually my heart stopped and I was flatlined for 10 seconds before the brought me back. I don't remember much but I remember a lot of pain coming back . I think I don't exactly remember much because of how overdosed I was .I experiencing brain damage from this and even now I haven't fully recovered. I have issues with my heart and I have short term memory problems.

The second time I flatlined I took 7000mg of thc when already extremely drunk. I called for help because I was experiencing intense respiratory pain and I wasn't able to walk properly.
As soon as the paramedics arrived I started seizing on the sidewalk . I flatlined on the sidewalk , i dont remember anything else until i was put in the ambulance. I had multiple seizures in the ambulance and I... remember them laughing at me ...
Drugs are amazing lol (jk don't do drugs)

This third time I didn't flatline but I was close to dying . I had cut veins in my arms 4 cuts that all needed to be stapled up. I was caught when I was losing consciousness and was given blood and plenty of fluids in the hospital.
Came out with a bunch of funs scars
Sorry I'm really making light on this because I honestly have trauma dealing with them all.
I dont know if this exactly counts as NDE but years ago I took nearly 3 grams of dxm and was out for nearly a day which gave me a short coma. I remember seeing a bright greyish/white light which I coulda been looking at for hours but after that I was chained to some boulder which felt painful af. The place looked very ashy and gray like the floors were stones or gravel. I had a conversation with someone there but I dont remember what it was about. When I woke up the next day I thought I went to hell but the fires hadnt started yet maybe because I came back. I guess this was more of a vision than an NDE but it was the closest I ever gotten to it.
 
Manic Panic

Manic Panic

Deaths Embrace
Jan 5, 2025
696
I dont know if this exactly counts as NDE but years ago I took nearly 3 grams of dxm and was out for nearly a day which gave me a short coma. I remember seeing a bright greyish/white light which I coulda been looking at for hours but after that I was chained to some boulder which felt painful af. The place looked very ashy and gray like the floors were stones or gravel. I had a conversation with someone there but I dont remember what it was about. When I woke up the next day I thought I went to hell but the fires hadnt started yet maybe because I came back. I guess this was more of a vision than an NDE but it was the closest I ever gotten to it.
Damn how would you say your experience was looking back? I have a dxm addiction ... and I haven't done nearly the amount you took.
 
oxydd

oxydd

Member
Jun 17, 2025
5
Damn how would you say your experience was looking back? I have a dxm addiction ... and I haven't done nearly the amount you took.
I wish it never happened I was in the car with a couple of friends in the backseat. I couldnt wake up but I was mumbling random words about demons schzio shit. I never ended up goin to the hospital but I woke up in my own bed not realizing it was my own house and went outside for a walk shouting that i got kidnapped which lasted abt 10 mins or so ended up waking up a neighbor who called the cops on me but they never showed up I sobered up eventually and realized what happened a few hours later walking in circles in the same area so I went back home and fell asleep not realizing I lost all of my stuff like my phone wallet cigs n some bag that was in some park while I was walking outside so i ended up having to sort all that shit out for the week. Defo the craziest trip I ever had.
 

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