Near death experiences

[Rain_Hermit]

I almost got myself killed in a few accidents ever since I was 11. I wish I had died in one of them. Good things don't usually come my way and even if they do they will be eventually be taken away from me. Death really is mercy for someone like me and cheating death has a lot of consequences. If Death doesn't knock on my door anymore ,it is time I walk over to him.

 

[FuneralCry]

Whenever I hear of someone around my age dying in an accident, I wish I could swap places. Many of these people appeared to enjoy life, but yet I am stuck here still living this pointless empty, existence. I believe that ctb will be the way I will die. In a way I want to exit at a time of my own choosing and take control to end all the suffering. I wish you the best.