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AnonymousRobin

AnonymousRobin

little bird fly away
Oct 7, 2022
191
i have decided i will go with propranolol i need to get many pills of it but if i manage and die in sleep and no pill packets around then no one knows it's suicide and family will think it just sad tragedy of me die in sleep from heart. i want to get sn and use propranolol with that for nicer death but i can not find a supplier and my polish supplier does not send to my country in europe :(

i hope i can find sn source else i need to keep saving up propranolol
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I do think that it's unfair how in this world planning our death can be so unnecessarily complicated. I really wish that leaving this world is easier. Best wishes.
 
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AnonymousRobin

AnonymousRobin

little bird fly away
Oct 7, 2022
191
I do think that it's unfair how in this world planning our death can be so unnecessarily complicated. I really wish that leaving this world is easier. Best wishes.
i wish i could do something worthwhile with my death. be given my death by injecting and all of my healthy organs go to someone in need but they dont let that happen. instead my organs go to waste i have to plan in secret and risk brain damage and failure or pain my family must be upset they dont say goodbye and possibly someone else die who wants life because my organs are gone >:(
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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They don't do autopsies on people who die with no apparent cause in your country?
 
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PArazi

PArazi

Student
Aug 27, 2022
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i have decided i will go with propranolol i need to get many pills of it but if i manage and die in sleep and no pill packets around then no one knows it's suicide and family will think it just sad tragedy of me die in sleep from heart. i want to get sn and use propranolol with that for nicer death but i can not find a supplier and my polish supplier does not send to my country in europe :(

i hope i can find sn source else i need to keep saving up propranolol
My plan n.1 too. I have heart issues, Class II-III. Ami method, until now. I'm expecting get worse. Maybe takes a few years or not, maybe I die suddenly. Who knows?

I don't think turn blue is that common for deaths caused by heart problems. Imo, very bluish body could cause suspicion. Even more in places where SN is well known...
 
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AnonymousRobin

AnonymousRobin

little bird fly away
Oct 7, 2022
191
after very painful and uncomfortable night i think do not do this. i am awake now and almost did call ambulance but tried sleep instead still sore today i now know this is bad method so i will order sn now
 
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naenae28

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Jan 22, 2022
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after very painful and uncomfortable night i think do not do this. i am awake now and almost did call ambulance but tried sleep instead still sore today i now know this is bad method so i will order sn now
What was painful?
 

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