thesaintviper
Member
- Jul 30, 2026
- 12
USA if it matters.
I found MiC and to be honest I'm getting used to the idea of actually purchasing SN/KN. I can't seem to find SN or KN outside of those sources regardless of the clues.
To be honest I'm afraid of customs finding out what's in there and sending a wellness check for me, it's basically functionally illegal to sell in my state (won't say which one) to an individual.
I have one trip to a friend I need to make in less than two weeks and afterwards am gonna work MiC to find someone willing to sell me a sample. After the trip is done I'll have less concerns and will be used to the idea of getting SN.
I have schizophrenia and my voices have been telling me to unalive myself for ten weeks - and this is with me taking my meds. They've calmed down quite a bit since finding this site, which seems to be a sign.
Inb4 asking me to talk to my doc or change meds, sadly the voices are an improvement over being unable to sleep for 3-4 days at a time, I've gone through so many changes that didn't work or are if they work, aren't approved in today's Trump-erica. I've had enough. I want to leave this stupid fucking life, and quite frankly friends/acquaintances, even if I care for them aren't enough of a reason to stay.
I found MiC and to be honest I'm getting used to the idea of actually purchasing SN/KN. I can't seem to find SN or KN outside of those sources regardless of the clues.
To be honest I'm afraid of customs finding out what's in there and sending a wellness check for me, it's basically functionally illegal to sell in my state (won't say which one) to an individual.
I have one trip to a friend I need to make in less than two weeks and afterwards am gonna work MiC to find someone willing to sell me a sample. After the trip is done I'll have less concerns and will be used to the idea of getting SN.
I have schizophrenia and my voices have been telling me to unalive myself for ten weeks - and this is with me taking my meds. They've calmed down quite a bit since finding this site, which seems to be a sign.
Inb4 asking me to talk to my doc or change meds, sadly the voices are an improvement over being unable to sleep for 3-4 days at a time, I've gone through so many changes that didn't work or are if they work, aren't approved in today's Trump-erica. I've had enough. I want to leave this stupid fucking life, and quite frankly friends/acquaintances, even if I care for them aren't enough of a reason to stay.
