Method My protocol: partial + n2o

[so sad]

I don't live alone, but with my mom and brother. I work from home, and my mom leaves for work at 7 am and comes home at 4 pm. My brother leaves for school at 0 pm or 1 pm and comes home at least at 6 pm, so my mom will see me. After all, if I were hanging myself in the woods, I'd set a timer for the message and send it to my mom. She'd still go there and see me hanged, so I don't think it would make a difference. But it's better to start at about 1 p.m. before I hang myself and send her a timed message at 3 p.m. so she doesn't have to go home alone and call an ambulance so she doesn't have to see it alone. Just in case, I'll call her at 12 pm and ask when she'll be arriving, under some pretext. In short, I'll definitely have about 3 hours to spare.

My plan is this: I've already ordered a 3-meter-long, rock climbing-certified rope (so I'm 100% sure of its strength), 20 N2O cartridges for the creamer, a creamer siphon, and 30cm diameter balls. Beforehand, I'll practice with nitrous oxide and determine how much gas I need to inhale to pass out (I'm guessing it'll be two full inhale-exhale cycles). I have a near-perfect spot in the room where the bathroom and toilet fork. Both doors open toward me, and I'll use the bathroom door, which can be latched. I'll hang myself with my feet forward and my butt about 60cm off the ground. I'll adjust the rope's height and thread it through the top of the door, tying a knot on the other side, then close the door. I might have a few drinks beforehand.

The spot is ready. Next, I'll fill a 12-inch balloon with the required amount of nitrous oxide, "sit" in the loop, and assume the starting position with my legs extended forward, but I'll support myself with one hand on the rope behind my head to keep from falling into the loop. I'll hold the balloon with my other hand and inhale the nitrous oxide. When I feel consciousness fading from the nitrous oxide, I'll apply pressure to my arteries. I've read a lot of stories here about how difficult it is for people to lose consciousness when partially hanging, but I'll make it easier for myself with gas. One user wrote that he loses consciousness in 5 seconds using this method. This makes sense: there's already little oxygen in the blood from displacing it with gas, and we're also blocking the arteries. It seems that in this case, trying to find the optimal point isn't so necessary—consciousness will fade even from partial compression of the carotid arteries. I'll fall into the loop and most likely won't even notice. I'm confident in the anchor point and I'll have enough time so the rope will do its job.

 

[Terrible_Life]

I am so sorry that you ended up at this point where you wanna die.

You method seems very interesting this is really a smart way to ctb because if this all works you'll really prevent the pain from the noose on your neck. I wish I could do it that way.

Is the door strong enough to hold you I mean you mentioned toilet door and I thought that those doors are mostly thin standard doors compared with the bigger ones. I'd test the door if it will stay closed and can definetly hold your weight.

I wish your peace and that it all will be painless.

 

[Deer_Dairy]

My opinion - it seems very compliated. When it is more complex, there are more thing that can fail.

About finding the body - is there any possibility to contact police or ambulance or someone like this? In my country, you can send text message even to police. And there is an app (for my country) that will make the call to emergency line and send them the GPS coordinates automatically with that call. I plan to call there, ask if they have recieved the coordinates and tell simply "I will kill myself now, send police for body." Than just hang up immediatelly and turn the phone off. And do it.

 

[Intoxicated]

My opinion - it seems very compliated. When it is more complex, there are more thing that can fail.

And nevertheless, you somehow include dealing with law enforcement in your great plan.

About finding the body - is there any possibility to contact police or ambulance or someone like this? In my country, you can send text message even to police. And there is an app (for my country) that will make the call to emergency line and send them the GPS coordinates automatically with that call. I plan to call there, ask if they have recieved the coordinates and tell simply "I will kill myself now, send police for body." Than just hang up immediatelly and turn the phone off. And do it.

What's the point in doing that? Let's assume that she leaves the entrance to her apartment open. Then if, by coincidence, there is a patrol car near her home, the police can reach her within a few minutes and do resuscitation -> this can lead to CTB failure. If she leaves the door closed, those guys may break the door, attracting a lot of attention, so her family will have to deal with the broken door and potentially more rumors about the situation among the neighbors. How is this better than finding the body by the family members first? If you want to make their lives harder, then yeah, calling the police is a brilliant move.

 

[OzymandiAsh]

And nevertheless, you somehow include dealing with law enforcement in your great plan.


What's the point in doing that? Let's assume that she leaves the entrance to her apartment open. Then if, by coincidence, there is a patrol car near her home, the police can reach her within a few minutes and do resuscitation -> this can lead to CTB failure. If she leaves the door closed, those guys may break the door, attracting a lot of attention, so her family will have to deal with the broken door and potentially more rumors about the situation among the neighbors. How is this better than finding the body by the family members first? If you want to make their lives harder, then yeah, calling the police is a brilliant move.

Agreed. The better way IMO is to schedule a delayed text message to a close one telling them to call the police to find the body (not to go themselves, this will traumatise them). In my case I intend the text message to go through about 10 hours or so after I've CTB, so there's no risk of interference. Also if my attempt fails, I can cancel the message. Scheduling a message can be done on android by tapping and holding the send button, I don't know about apple or whatever.

 

[Deer_Dairy]

And nevertheless, you somehow include dealing with law enforcement in your great plan.


What's the point in doing that? Let's assume that she leaves the entrance to her apartment open. Then if, by coincidence, there is a patrol car near her home, the police can reach her within a few minutes and do resuscitation -> this can lead to CTB failure. If she leaves the door closed, those guys may break the door, attracting a lot of attention, so her family will have to deal with the broken door and potentially more rumors about the situation among the neighbors. How is this better than finding the body by the family members first? If you want to make their lives harder, then yeah, calling the police is a brilliant move.

Why so much hostility?
I was thinking about ctb somewhere outside, where police cannot be in order of minutes. If it is a place somwehere in woods, it can take more than half an hour for them to get there.
No need to do it at home.

 

[so sad]

I am so sorry that you ended up at this point where you wanna die.

You method seems very interesting this is really a smart way to ctb because if this all works you'll really prevent the pain from the noose on your neck. I wish I could do it that way.

Is the door strong enough to hold you I mean you mentioned toilet door and I thought that those doors are mostly thin standard doors compared with the bigger ones. I'd test the door if it will stay closed and can definetly hold your weight.

I wish your peace and that it all will be painless.

The door will definitely stay closed. I tugged on it hard a few times and everything is fine, don't worry. As for durability, I threaded the belt through the door and hung completely from it, swinging a bit – everything is fine. In the end, the cramps won't last very long, and I'll only be hanging partially. So everything will be fine. I wish you luck too and may you find your peace.

 

[Intoxicated]

Why so much hostility?

Why so much sensitivity?

I was thinking about ctb somewhere outside, where police cannot be in order of minutes. If it is a place somwehere in woods, it can take more than half an hour for them to get there.
No need to do it at home.

In some areas, you'd have to go though big snowdrifts at this time of year, which may be quite challenging without a good preparation.



As for making a phone call in a forest, it's very likely that you'd fail to do so in a remote location because of having a too weak signal, unless you use some device that is able to solve this problem. If you just go to a place where this is a good signal, you probably approach a populated area, increasing the chances that someone can find you and ruin your plans. You can check a relevant story from a forum user in the thread below

Catching the bus today

Hello Today is the day. I recorded my goodbye video and I have my vodka and rope ready. I’m finally getting peace. I walked 1 hour and 30 mins in total and I’m at 1200m in height in the mountains. I won’t be found. My method is partial suspension hanging and jumping if it fails. Thank...

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[Deer_Dairy]

Why so much sensitivity?

In some areas, you'd have to go though big snowdrifts at this time of year, which may be quite challenging without a good preparation.



As for making a phone call in a forest, it's very likely that you'd fail to do so in a remote location because of having a too weak signal, unless you use some device that is able to solve this problem. If you just go to a place where this is a good signal, you probably approach a populated area, increasing the chances that someone can find you and ruin your plans. You can check a relevant story from a forum user in the thread below

Catching the bus today

Hello Today is the day. I recorded my goodbye video and I have my vodka and rope ready. I’m finally getting peace. I walked 1 hour and 30 mins in total and I’m at 1200m in height in the mountains. I won’t be found. My method is partial suspension hanging and jumping if it fails. Thank...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Sensitivity? Oh, don't be fooled. I'm just trying to be nice, if only because I've only met nice people on this forum so far.
I'm really not an oversensitive person. But being mean to people, especially when I don't even know them, seems pointless to me.

To the point - I do not know where @so sad lives. Of course if it's a northern region, it may be difficult to get somewhere far in the woods.
On the other hand, I believe that if there are huge forests, I believe that there are places where is only a road and nearest civilisation is many miles away. But it knows only author of post.
About signal - you are probably right, idk. I live in Europe and I am used to have mobile signal almost everywhere, even in deep woods, since they built BTS stations even on the hills in regions where no one lives. Motivation for this was to keep people safe if they ran into problem on trek or something. So they can call for help.