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My life will definitely end in suicide
Thread starterTheYounger
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My friends and family. Fuck all of it. This shit doesn't matter once I die. I'll leave it all behind. I don't know know. My date to ctb should be soon. I can't deal with my loneliness and sadness anymore. I can't bear it.
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I have good things in my life too. Doesn't change the suffering. I'm sorry @TheYounger you're in this space. I'm certain I'll die of suicide too, always have been, it's just a matter of when I guess.
I have good things in my life too. Doesn't change the suffering. I'm sorry @TheYounger you're in this space. I'm certain I'll die of suicide too, always have been, it's just a matter of when I guess.
I'm sorry that you are suffering so much. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are desperate to leave. I cannot imagine myself dying from anything other than suicide as well. I wish you the best in whatever happens, I hope you find relief from pain.
My friends and family. Fuck all of it. This shit doesn't matter once I die. I'll leave it all behind. I don't know know. My date to ctb should be soon. I can't deal with my loneliness and sadness anymore. I can't bear it.
I have good things in my life too. Doesn't change the suffering. I'm sorry @TheYounger you're in this space. I'm certain I'll die of suicide too, always have been, it's just a matter of when I guess.
It doesn't change the suffering but when you lose those things too after having friends and family at one point, you realize it can really actually get worse. I thought I had it horrible when those things/people were still around.. when you lose them too it can bring you to a low you never knew existed. But you're right it's not a competition on who is suffering more. Just another perspective that I didn't have when I still had those things in my life.
It doesn't change the suffering but when you lose those things too after having friends and family at one point, you realize it can really actually get worse. I thought I had it horrible when those things/people were still around.. when you lose them too it can bring you to a low you never knew existed. But you're right it's not a competition on who is suffering more. Just another perspective that I didn't have when I still had those things in my life.
I use to still feel lonely around friends and family. They are typically people who can't truly 100 percent understand you and what's going on in your internal world. I could never disclose what was really happening to me to those people. If you do, those people won't want to be around you. You become the person who is too "heavy" and "hard" to be around.
I use to still feel lonely around friends and family. They are typically people who can't truly 100 percent understand you and what's going on in your internal world. I could never disclose what was really happening to me to those people. If you do, those people won't want to be around you. You become the person who is too "heavy" and "hard" to be around.
i think a lot of people come to this forum because they literally have no one and some still have people around. It's a mixture, and you never know who you are interacting with. Although I wish I would have tried to be more aware and grateful when I still had people around. It does change things when you're truly alone and isolated. Not that anyones suffering is more or less.
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