Venting My life is ruined

[Painless_end]

How I wish I hadn't ruined my life.

How I wish I had gone to where I needed to go.

Now absolutely nothing in the world can help me.

I had a once in a lifetime opportunity and I blew it.

Now every moment of my waking existence, I wish for death.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

How did you ruin your life?

 

[gny]

I know exactly how you feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds so unbearable being in that situation. I hope you find relief from your suffering in whatever happens.

 

[Al_stargate]

Same story here.

 

[Painless_end]

How did you ruin your life?

I gave up on doing something that was my only escape from the hell that I'm currently in.

Now that chance is gone forever.

 

[JamieJambo]

How I wish I hadn't ruined my life.

How I wish I had gone to where I needed to go.

Now absolutely nothing in the world can help me.

I had a once in a lifetime opportunity and I blew it.

Now every moment of my waking existence, I wish for death.

Mate I hear you

 

[anxious_depressive]

Hello.

I have exactly the same feeling.

It's so sad.

 

[Traksae]

I feel exactly the same way. I blew a once in a lifetime opportunity.

 

[Anxieyote]

I had a once in a lifetime opportunity and I blew it.

I would try to refocus my anger towards the fact that the quality of our life is dictated by a few tiny windows of opportunity because no one has time to focus their energy towards the people who are already here.

In a just world, the avenues to success wouldn't be limited to just one moment of "strike while the iron's hot".

It is that way because our parents conceived us without considering the high possibility that our lives could go off the rails—and not considering how they would help us if it did. Our parents played God, and we are the ones who will suffer the consequences because of their lack of foresight.

It's unreasonable to expect that everyone will be able to identify the moment in their lives that were critical forks in the road either.

 

[texas_yellow_rose]

I feel you hun

 

[locked*n*loaded]

A little too ambiguous for me. Where's the details? If you're just venting, that's fine. If you really want to know what others think about your situation, you need to share more than you have. What could it matter? You're going to do whatever you're going to do! Just my 2 cents.

 

[Spiritual survivor]

I understand how u feel. I did serious damage to my life and then trying to rebuild from all that loss is so depressing it can get better but u have to spiritually heal some in order to get over the crushing despair.

 

[Hurt]

Mine too. I'm sorry you're feeling like this.

 

[Ashu]

I had a once in a lifetime opportunity and I blew it.

Now every moment of my waking existence, I wish for death.

My story too.