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cellar door

cellar door

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Feb 17, 2023
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she accidentally drowned in a lake, I'm completely destroyed and don't know what to do with my life, I'm starting to consider suicide again, I can't use words to describe how much I love her and I still can't believe this happened. I have all I need to ctb
 
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_Maya

_Maya

Maybe tomorrow.
Jan 26, 2025
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she accidentally drowned in a lake, I'm completely destroyed and don't know what to do with my life, I'm starting to consider suicide again, I can't use words to describe how much I love her and I still can't believe this happened. I have all I need to ctb
losing someone is one of the worst feelings out there, i'm sorry to hear about your loss.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry for your loss. 🫂
 
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Sweetcheeks

Sweetcheeks

34 y/o single female
Feb 23, 2025
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she accidentally drowned in a lake, I'm completely destroyed and don't know what to do with my life, I'm starting to consider suicide again, I can't use words to describe how much I love her and I still can't believe this happened. I have all I need to ctb
I'm so sorry for your loss.
She wouldn't want you to die because you are in pain.
Please reconsider.
Much love.
 
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Apr 3, 2025
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so sorry for your loss. do you have folks who can support you though this?
 
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Xiaojiu

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Mar 28, 2025
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she accidentally drowned in a lake, I'm completely destroyed and don't know what to do with my life, I'm starting to consider suicide again, I can't use words to describe how much I love her and I still can't believe this happened. I have all I need to ctb
This is horrible :( I'm so sorry for your loss
 
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RinneOfAragon

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Jan 2, 2025
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Like others have said I have no words. What a tragedy 😢. Grief is all-consuming. I'd advise just giving yourself time. Don't do anything rash. Once again I'm very sorry 🙏 for your loss.
@cellar door 🫂💞💕🕊
 
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INYGTRMTFMO

I Need Your Grace To Remind Me To Find My Own
May 1, 2025
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she accidentally drowned in a lake, I'm completely destroyed and don't know what to do with my life, I'm starting to consider suicide again, I can't use words to describe how much I love her and I still can't believe this happened. I have all I need to ctb
Take all the time you need to grieve. I am so, so sorry that this happened. May she have a beautiful afterlife.
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