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XXXTENTACION

XXXTENTACION

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Mar 6, 2025
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Hello to anybody that chooses to read this.

My plan is to CTB at some point later this day, possibly the night (GMT). Is there anything I should be doing or getting prepared for my loved one in advance. My financial situations are settled, will sorting, life insurance up to date....am I over looking anything?

Thank you
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Wizard
May 10, 2025
652
good luck
hope everything goes well for you
and you find relief from suffering ❤️‍🩹
 
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XXXTENTACION

XXXTENTACION

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An exit bag. 10litre cannister pressured at 200 bar so equivalent of 2000 litres. Regulator that can sustain 15lpm. Hose securely attached, bag made and tested. Plenty on benzos and to help relax and codeine syrup for a kicker on top.
Oh and just to add, plenty of day drinking on top
 
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whywere

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Endless hugs, well wishes and everlasting peace to you,

Walter
 
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inferno34

inferno34

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Jun 14, 2025
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Hello to anybody that chooses to read this.

My plan is to CTB at some point later this day, possibly the night (GMT). Is there anything I should be doing or getting prepared for my loved one in advance. My financial situations are settled, will sorting, life insurance up to date....am I over looking anything?

Thank you
just try to enjoy your last moments knowing you will finally have peace. don't overthink anything
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 
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dasmurphy

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Mar 19, 2025
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I wish you best of luck mate, may you find whatever you are searching, and hoping, for.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Every good wish, I hope you find all you seek.
 
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spero_meliora

In hope for better things.
Jan 13, 2025
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best of luck, may you find the peace you seek on this journey.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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XXXTENTACION

XXXTENTACION

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Mar 6, 2025
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I appreciate each and every one of your replies.
May we all one day find our true peace, however that may come x
 
Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
392
I wish you peace, may everything go well. Hugs ❤️
 
XXXTENTACION

XXXTENTACION

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Mar 6, 2025
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I remember being 14 and was going to pick up my girlfriend from school but she told me she would be an hour late.
I got off the bus earlier as I had ways gone passed Mad Andys but never neen it, now was the time!
He was the most useful and kind man. After a bit of a chat he inviting me so see his gaming room in the game (that not a return for groom by the way), and it was like an Aladdins cave for any true console gamer.
Core memory.
 
NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
515
I wish you true peace!
Exit bag and Nitrogen is my method to. I'll be on my way soon, probably in a few weeks.
 

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