Do i do it now?

[crimsonpeaked]

Why wouldn't I take this chance,
Gone on vacation in an advance,
When the family gets back,
My mental state is in attack,
I wish that when they should come,
It'll be to a home without the bum,
Who formerly; with a mountain and a gun,
Had spent his last day under the sun,
Remembering when night has come,
Their finances have finally won,
To Hell! with the cost YOU spend!!
Have I naught to lend?

has my time come to an end?

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thanks in advance for kindness

 

[wisdom]

If you are doubting don't do It, wish you the best

 

[goodbyemylove]

If you are doubting don't do It, wish you the best

I was about to say the same, if there're doubts, don't.

 

[wisdom]

I was about to say the same, if there're doubts, don't.

even if there are tbh, I was sure and failed and now Im grateful to have failed

 

[Canto XIII]

Are you really that sure your family values the money they spend for you more than you yourself?