My final 7 days.

[Avril]

Follow me through my 7-day journey towards the end of my life as I record it on this suicide journal.

April 16, Sat (1530 GMT)
Despite it being a less hellacious week, I still have plenty of shit to deal with. Nothing much has changed except that my mental health is deteriorating. With my mom's gaslighting, my sister's health issues, and the pressures from work, it seems that suicide is my only option. I was wrong about seeking a job since it's made everything worse.

I am fucking done. I deleted my social media, my Linkedin, my Discord. All I have left is my Telegram.

 

[Akoya]

Give your new job a chance and use it to build up a new life with people who accept you

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I know that it is hard to carry on when you are so tired of everything. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.

 

[Glowarm]

I'm sorry that you are in such pain. Whether you decide to or not, I hope you find some peace and rest.

 

[Avril]

Thank you but I give up. Nothing can change my mind.

 

[Glowarm]

Thank you but I give up. Nothing can change my mind.

It's your choice and I completely respect that. We'll all be here for you every step of the way. I'm just an internet stranger but I support your decision and support you.

 

[stoiccactus]

Good luck. Sounds like youre stressed out too far past the max and there is no turning back. I get it, I am there too. Thinking of you, internet stranger. Not alone.