I am so anxious and depressive. I can't stand it anymore. I don't have the motivation to do anything but sleep! I can't be bothered with burden of existence. As I am a healthy individual in the prime of my life, it will take decades until I die of natural causes. Sometimes, I feel so impatient and I want to take SN and be done with everything! Why is life so damn painful? I think this is my anxiety, BPD and major depression talking. But, still the thought of my whole life in front of me fills me with me existential dread. HELP!!!
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,669
Life can be very cruel to us and it is exhausting. I relate to how you feel, I look forward to sleep and I dread the future. The average human life really is too long. It sounds wonderful to not exist, to have permanent peace.
WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
As for the career path, don't be so hard on yourself.
Nowadays, there are lots of ways to make a decent living without having a degree or being a goddamn modern slave at an office.
For instance, you could make videos on YouTube or become a freelancer programmer. (You can learn how to do it by watching videos on YT or googling. One of my friends earns a lot of cash and he did this!!)
As for the "rest of the future", I'm scared AF of that too.
I mean, getting even older? Living until I'm 80? NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!Similar threads
