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Roxie100

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Mar 28, 2020
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Tonight is supposed to be when I ctb with sn.im so scared of failure and been nauseous today. Not good for the method. Not sure how much more I can take
 
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Is it possible for you to delay a day or a few until you feel confident enough, or at least not nauseous, cause that is really not the best start for SN, even though a few people on here apparently puked anyway. I would say, if you can endure it, give yourself some time to get at least physically better! Feel hugged & i am here if you need an ear or two :)
 
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Gettlinge

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If talking might make you feel less nervous I'd be glad to talk. SN is also my method for when I'm going to feel like I can't hold on anymore. If I may ask what made you decide that today is the day?
 
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Alec

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Apr 22, 2019
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I'm with you and thinking about you❤️❤️ It's ok whatever you decide decide to do, I love you❤️
 
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Roxie100

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Mar 28, 2020
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Is it possible for you to delay a day or a few until you feel confident enough, or at least not nauseous, cause that is really not the best start for SN, even though a few people on here apparently puked anyway. I would say, if you can endure it, give yourself some time to get at least physically better! Feel hugged & i am here if you need an ear or two :)
If talking might make you feel less nervous I'd be glad to talk. SN is also my method for when I'm going to feel like I can't hold on anymore. If I may ask what made you decide that today is the day?
The people I live with left today out of town. Just had a good chance to do it
I'm with you and thinking about you❤❤ It's ok whatever you decide decide to do, I love you❤
Thank you so much
 
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I hope you are feeling alright right now, or as alright as one can be in a situation like ours. I'm thinking about you❤️❤️❤️
 
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Roxie100

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Mar 28, 2020
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If talking might make you feel less nervous I'd be glad to talk. SN is also my method for when I'm going to feel like I can't hold on anymore. If I may ask what made you decide that today is the day?
If talking might make you feel less nervous I'd be glad to talk. SN is also my method for when I'm going to feel like I can't hold on anymore. If I may ask what made you decide that today is the day?
I hope you are feeling alright right now, or as alright as one can be in a situation like ours. I'm thinking about you❤❤❤
thank you
 
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Hopeindeath!

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Dec 7, 2019
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I wish you peace, and I'm sorry life wasn't better for you.:hug:
 
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Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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Im so sorry you feel you have to go... My little is still burning.. Its for you now aswell...
 
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Sep 11, 2019
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Hi Roxie , hope u feeling better. I guess the nausea and feeling of anxiety is normal on the day of ctb. SI also plays a role in it. Don't rush into anything ... If u want to talk we r here... Take care buddy
 

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