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hihi2027

hihi2027

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Jul 29, 2026
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Well looks like this plan's not going to go through. Now I have to wait to ctb :(

Yes, I know this is a nonmethod. No, I don't know any other methods. I have no money, no car, I can't leave the house. I am stuck with only the most painful methods. I am going to try this tonight, so hours from now when everyone is asleep. Will I die from this? I hope so even if it is a slow agonizing death. There is no other option.

Please keep me company as I contemplate this.
 
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Dissolving Figment

Dissolving Figment

the examined life is miserable
Aug 21, 2026
43
Don't you just get liver damage from it if anything? Which won't kill you anytime soon and you'll just end up in the hospital?
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
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Omg I just read about this method and seems very bad šŸ˜“ when are you doing it?
 
hihi2027

hihi2027

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Jul 29, 2026
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Don't you just get liver damage from it if anything? Which won't kill you anytime soon and you'll just end up in the hospital?
What else can I do? I literally have no other methods and need to die tonight, im stuck completely stuck
 
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enne

blood sport
May 13, 2026
131
This will not work baby. I've tried it.
 
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carfemtanyl

carfemtanyl

Experienced
Nov 18, 2025
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not a guaranteed death but a lot of guaranteed agony that can stretch on for weeks even if you eventually die

even cutting some vital artery or vein sounds better than that (which isn't to say you should try that, ABSOLUTELY do not)
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
90
You should use another method or wait until you have a better method. Why are you in rush now?
 
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rembleeds

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Feb 12, 2024
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You probably won't die from just acetaminophen. You'll feel fine for the first 6 hours or so, then you'll be in excruciating pain. Your body will feel like it's on fire, yet freezing, and like you'll explode. If you don't get an antidote, you'll be in that state for hours and hours, upwards of several days. Or you just won't die if you don't take enough.

I tried the same, took a whole bottle of extra strength Tylenol (~50g acetaminophen iirc) and it was the worst physical pain I will ever feel. My liver sucks because of it and I have had random sharp pains in the area ever since.

You will be found (either from seeking out help for the pain, or being found because you'll be screaming constantly) and you will be given an antidote. Depending on how long it takes for you to get it, you'll be better off than me or worse off. Too late and you'll spend weeks dying of liver failure and you won't get a transplant because you're at risk of "wasting" it. You will wish you never bothered with it.
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
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Even with loads of Tylenol you won't die, even alcohol has more chances to kill you than this crap.

But it can make you sick. Better try a better method or nothing yet
 
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hihi2027

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Jul 29, 2026
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How old are you?
20
Even with loads of Tylenol you won't die, even alcohol has more chances to kill you than this crap.

But it can make you sick. Better try a better method or nothing yet
What's better method. I literally have nothing
You probably won't die from just acetaminophen. You'll feel fine for the first 6 hours or so, then you'll be in excruciating pain. Your body will feel like it's on fire, yet freezing, and like you'll explode. If you don't get an antidote, you'll be in that state for hours and hours, upwards of several days. Or you just won't die if you don't take enough.

I tried the same, took a whole bottle of extra strength Tylenol (~50g acetaminophen iirc) and it was the worst physical pain I will ever feel. My liver sucks because of it and I have had random sharp pains in the area ever since.

You will be found (either from seeking out help for the pain, or being found because you'll be screaming constantly) and you will be given an antidote. Depending on how long it takes for you to get it, you'll be better off than me or worse off. Too late and you'll spend weeks dying of liver failure and you won't get a transplant because you're at risk of "wasting" it. You will wish you never bothered with it.
So youre saying that, even determined to die, it just wont happen? I live with someone so, yeah, i would just get caught ... How disapppointing
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
90
So you are in this world since 20 years, I believe it's not a few weeks/months that will change something and at least if you decide to do it, you will do it the good way. Not with meds that will rot your liver without killing you.

Don't hesitate to pm me if you need to speak
What's better method. I literally have nothing
Anything is better honnestly. I won't suggest how to kill yourself but ye..
 
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ToothFairy

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May 15, 2026
77
Anything we can do to make you rethink this decision?
 
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hihi2027

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So you are in this world since 20 years, I believe it's not a few weeks/months that will change something and at least if you decide to do it, you will do it the good way. Not with meds that will rot your liver without killing you.

Don't hesitate to pm me if you need to speak

Anything is better honnestly. I won't suggest how to kill yourself but ye..
If I was alone with no one that checked up on me then I could consider this method. Heres the thing, I'm not alone so non detection is impossible, and if i was alone, id probs have the resources to come up with a better method.

What would i pm you to speak about?
Anything we can do to make you rethink this decision?
If you can suggest a better method than sure. Im set on ctb
Well looks like I can't do this method either. I'm a complete waste
Well looks like I can't do this method either. I'm a complete waste
 
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rembleeds

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Feb 12, 2024
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What's better method. I literally have nothing

So youre saying that, even determined to die, it just wont happen? I live with someone so, yeah, i would just get caught ... How disapppointing
Being determined in doing the act doesnt mean you'll react the same when it progresses. Your survival instinct will tap in sooner or later. Ever heard of Aron Ralston? Cut off his own arm with a dulled pocket knife to survive. And there's no shortage of similar stories where the mind and body will do literally anything to stay alive. You cannot prevent your own survival instinct with just your will over the course of hours and hours. Many of us struggle to bypass it for just a few seconds or minutes.

That's why we all tend to gravitate towards methods that render us unconscious or prevent any ability to escape. Or perform a method under deep influence.

If you were in a state of mind like psychosis, sure maybe you could do it, but it doesnt seem like thats the case.
 
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