my body is dead

[onthelastday]

why am i so tired, weak and saturated with life that i have no strength even to kill myself? have you ever felt like this?

 

[adam]

something like chronic fatigue syndrome?

 

[WornOutLife]

Sounds like a deep depression. I feel like that some days during the week. I guess my bipolar disorder allows me to have some UPS.

 

[onthelastday]

something like chronic fatigue syndrome?

maybe, yess

 

[Rustysoupcan]

I've definitely felt like this. Idk about you but sometimes my body feels like its physically restrained to the bed, and I'm unable to move a muscle.

 

[hfdepression30]

I've definitely felt like this. Idk about you but sometimes my body feels like its physically restrained to the bed, and I'm unable to move a muscle.

I somewhat felt like this last night. I hung a ligature in my closet, put a note on my door and locked it, and laid on my bed trying to build the courage to do it.. I scrolled through SS, Twitter, Insta, YouTube.. 30 minutes turned into an hour, then another.. but I didn't leave my bed. I psychically couldn't force myself. Perhaps waiting until the evening or night is a bad idea for me since that's when I'm the most tired and possibly most unmotivated..