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[Justin1985]

I am planning ctb soon, my cousin did so by hanging in April and he was also a member here. I'm nervous and scared but he was my best friend and besides all the other things making life miserable. I just can't go on without him anymore.

 

[aminend]

I'm sorry for ur cousin. What's ur method

 

[Justin1985]

I'm sorry for ur cousin. What's ur method

I'm thinking the same as him, hanging. Or gun shot idk it's a scary thought

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Sorry for your loss bro. Hanging is difficult to pull off for many people so please be careful and get as much info as possible before doing anything.

 

[Justin1985]

I'm thinking the same as him, hanging. Or gun shot idk it's a scary thought

Sorry for your loss bro. Hanging is difficult to pull off for many people so please be careful and get as much info as possible before doing anything.

Yeah that's what I've read, maybe gun shot would be best. I think it would be quick

 

[Life_and_Death]

i really hate to be all "prolife" and stuff but are you sure about this? 1) you said its a scary thought 2) you seem to know very little on the subject of suicide. did you ever try therapy or something first? i understand its difficult to live without someone but just because they are gone doesnt mean they would want you to follow them. i have a feeling you cousin would prefer you lived life as much as you could.

 

[Justin1985]

i really hate to be all "prolife" and stuff but are you sure about this? 1) you said its a scary thought 2) you seem to know very little on the subject of suicide. did you ever try therapy or something first? i understand its difficult to live without someone but just because they are gone doesnt mean they would want you to follow them. i have a feeling you cousin would prefer you lived life as much as you could.

I'm sure he would but there's much more to it. Legal stuff, wife hates me, just to much. Thank you for your concern though

 

[Life_and_Death]

I'm sure he would but there's much more to it. Legal stuff, wife hates me, just to much. Thank you for your concern though

did you try to fix your situation at all? like maybe leaving your wife, shes sounds toxic if she hates you. im just saying suicide shouldnt be your first answer. i have some really serious mental disorders that i know will never go away and suicide is still my second option, im at least trying to make life bareable.

 

[Justin1985]

did you try to fix your situation at all? like maybe leaving your wife, shes sounds toxic if she hates you. im just saying suicide shouldnt be your first answer. i have some really serious mental disorders that i know will never go away and suicide is still my second option, im at least trying to make life bareable.

I've tried everything

 

[jessica22]

I'm sorry you're hurting so much.

 

[Justin1985]

I'm sorry you're hurting so much.

Just life in general really sucks right now

 

[jessica22]

Just life in general really sucks right now

Same here. I understand.

 

[Justin1985]

Same here. I understand.

I tried to message you but cant

 

[jessica22]

I tried to message you but cant

I'm pretty new here. I assume that's why..

 

[Justin1985]

I'm pretty new here. I assume that's why..

Me to maybe that's it. I could really use a friend

 

[jessica22]

Me to maybe that's it. I could really use a friend

If you can ever get through to me of course I'm here to talk.

 

[Justin1985]

I'll keep trying maybe it will work. How old are u if I may ask

 

[jessica22]

I'll keep trying maybe it will work. How old are u if I may ask

I'm sure it's because I'm new.. I'm 25 and you?

 

[Justin1985]

I'm sure it's because I'm new.. I'm 25 and you?

I'm 34 bout to be 35

 

[jessica22]

I'm 34 bout to be 35

Hmm I saw your message. Assume I'll have to wait.