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accountnamerequired

Student
Oct 9, 2023
103
Hello, I'm trying to brainstorm little things I can do to reduce how many issues I'll develop thanks to my incurable progressive disease. Literally the longer I'm around the more suffering I'll have as things continue to shut down and deteriorate in my body and brain.
I already smoke and drink pretty much as much as I can, and I'm not into like self harm or adding to the suffering like that. My request is other like bad habits I can get into to hopefully take some more years off. I don't know how or where I would get hard drugs or anything like that. I'm asking more if there's anything that should be obvious to me but I'm missing it.
I don't have a gun or something that would give a more immediate effect, and it's a lot easier to make bad choices in this less dramatic way.

Thanks for your suggestions everyone.
 
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daemos

Member
Apr 26, 2026
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Pain killers, steroids, neurostimulants, benzo's, the list goes on and on, there's plenty of sources for these things which you can easily find. I don't think this is the best route though, and I absolutely do not recommend it. Stay safe brother/sister
 
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accountnamerequired

Student
Oct 9, 2023
103
Pain killers, steroids, neurostimulants, benzo's, the list goes on and on, there's plenty of sources for these things which you can easily find. I don't think this is the best route though, and I absolutely do not recommend it. Stay safe brother/sister
Thanks for the ideas, this is a full website of more direct methods, I wanted to hear about the more subtle ones as well
 
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daemos

Member
Apr 26, 2026
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Thanks for the ideas, this is a full website of more direct methods, I wanted to hear about the more subtle ones as well
Honestly steroids is probably the worst habit you could have, if you don't give a fuck about dosing or ancillaries things can get pretty fucking ugly and it's probably one of the more subtle ways to CTB.
 
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isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
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Thanks for the ideas, this is a full website of more direct methods, I wanted to hear about the more subtle ones as well
I'd be interested in more subtle ones too, but I genuinely don't believe they exist.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,487
Yeah, all of it's a bad idea, but did you ever watch Supersize Me? If you can, go to McDonald's or similar every day, at least once a day.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
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Not exercising they say is as bad as smoking cigs.
 

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