Help Minimising trauma for a sibling

[thgilrats]

Hello!! I'm considering to decide on a date and finally do it (still in the process of deciding, if next treatment won't help, I'm just ending it) but I'm wary of hurting my little sibling, – even if I won't do it this time, I still need to be prepared. They are 14, and I see myself in them – I really don't want to hurt them by offing myself, but I feel like I'm nearing my limit for life. My method will most likely be SN, if it matters.

Before I start planning anything, I want to make sure I did everything I can to minimise harm to them.

Obviously, I won't do it at home or anywhere near, and I will do everything possible so they are not the one who will find my body. I don't care about letting other people finding me (I'm sorry, I just don't), my main focus is them and them only.

Any advice?

(sorry if a similar post already exists, i probably didn't see it)

 

[mya_]

Please let them know that it's not their fault and that they didn't hurt you. It's hell to not know

 

[krsm98]

id probably say to tell them how important they were to your life and how truly they didnt hurt you or that it wasnt their fault, simply to letting them know that tbh, idk if a reason why you are doing this would give them a sense of resolution but id give the biggest emphasis on letting them know its not their fault and that they didnt hurt you

 

[ThroughTheLight]

I agree with the others. Just make sure you write a note to them explaining how much they meant to you and that they didn't do anything wrong. One of the regrets people have after someone kills themselves is that they think they should've noticed or helped the suicidal person in some way. If they didn't notice, just tell them it's not their fault at all. Maybe try to write something that attempts to explain why you did it; it can also help you get a sense of closure.