Message me if you want to vent

[popcorn]

If anyone needs someone to talk things over with or even just vent please drop my a message

I think it may help me more than the other way round if that makes sense

My life is shit, has been for a long time and is showing signs of getting worse not better.

I have this feeling that I am destined to ctb. Fate some how. The only thing stopping me is my mother I'd would send her crazy. Staying alive for someone else is also shit

 

[WornOutLife]

That's very nice of you.
I also feel as if I were destined to ctb but I'm doing my best to live on! (these days suck! I feel so down!)

Anyway, I might pm you and I bet some people will.

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[popcorn]

That's very nice of you.
I also feel as if I were destined to ctb but I'm doing my best to live on! (these days suck! I feel so down!)

Anyway, I might pm you and I bet some people will.

Hugs and love,

Matt

Thank you for your message.

I have genuinely lost the ability to even try to carry on. I'm going to die eventually anyway so whats the point

The destined to ctb part is odd don't you think? I know there is a romance in ctb (for some people) but its not that with me it's something more profound

I feel super low atm. Like there is a lump in my throat when I'm talking too people. Its tiring, I stay in bed all day most days