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What drugs increase the chance of NDE at death?
Huh. This is a weird question and responses to me… an NDE has nothing to with drugs (unless you don't believe they're real). From my understanding the more conscious you are at the time of death (ie not asleep and most definitely not under the influence of anything) the better/quicker your NDE/post-death experience will be and start.
 
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How would you rate the following concoction as a method of ctb in terms of reliability, speed, & peacefulness?

300 mg Oxycodone
18 g Tapentadol
14.5 g Carisoprodol
29 mg Alprazolam
9 g Amitriptyline
1 cup grapefruit juice (potentiator)

45-60 mins prior:
Metoclopramide 30 mg - 3 pills
Ondansetron 8 mg - 2 pills
Hi, first of all I'm really sorry for not responding in a long while. But secondly, I do think this is a pretty solid way to ctb. Sadly I don't research all of the drugs you mentioned here. But from what I'd found, your antiemetic is pretty solid (though I'd probably choose 60-90 mins prior to make sure both of them works). Now on the concoction, its pretty full of depressants there and from what I can found, Tapentadol works to combine with oxycodone, carisoprodol, and alprazolam to depress your respiratory which could lead to death.


I'd search for tapentadol first but sadly there's no definite lethal dose for that:


Sadly I don't search for the others at the time of the writing. I do know that amitriptyline aren't the leading cause of your ctb since that is an antidepressant and all of the other drugs is a depressant. Same for grapefruit juice.

Now was it reliable? In my opinion, certainly. With combination for drugs like that it's certainly deadly enough to be used as a method of ctb
Was it speedy and peaceful? Yes, since you'll be very likely to just phase out and die after the onset of the drug. If you want to ctb in your own home please make yourself a way to be found to at least make the cleanup far more easier later on (depends on your choice honestly)

The biggest concern for me right now is how do you ingest that concoction? Do you blender all of it into a smoothie or a powder or what exactly? I do want to know about that.
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Huh. This is a weird question and responses to me… an NDE has nothing to with drugs (unless you don't believe they're real). From my understanding the more conscious you are at the time of death (ie not asleep and most definitely not under the influence of anything) the better/quicker your NDE/post-death experience will be and start.
I think NDE can be influenced by drugs. Sure, there's also your way of increasing NDE and this paper saying that NDE is still medically inexplainable: https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC6172100/ (This paper is kinda interesting, please check it out). But I do think that some medication can be used to make your chance of NDE happening. Now was it entirely depends on the drugs? Certainly not, but I do think they play a bigger role than most of the people think of.
 
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Hi, first of all I'm really sorry for not responding in a long while. But secondly, I do think this is a pretty solid way to ctb. Sadly I don't research all of the drugs you mentioned here. But from what I'd found, your antiemetic is pretty solid (though I'd probably choose 60-90 mins prior to make sure both of them works). Now on the concoction, its pretty full of depressants there and from what I can found, Tapentadol works to combine with oxycodone, carisoprodol, and alprazolam to depress your respiratory which could lead to death.


I'd search for tapentadol first but sadly there's no definite lethal dose for that:


Sadly I don't search for the others at the time of the writing. I do know that amitriptyline aren't the leading cause of your ctb since that is an antidepressant and all of the other drugs is a depressant. Same for grapefruit juice.

Now was it reliable? In my opinion, certainly. With combination for drugs like that it's certainly deadly enough to be used as a method of ctb
Was it speedy and peaceful? Yes, since you'll be very likely to just phase out and die after the onset of the drug. If you want to ctb in your own home please make yourself a way to be found to at least make the cleanup far more easier later on (depends on your choice honestly)

The biggest concern for me right now is how do you ingest that concoction? Do you blender all of it into a smoothie or a powder or what exactly? I do want to know about that.

Sure, why not. My DM is open...

I think NDE can be influenced by drugs. Sure, there's also your way of increasing NDE and this paper saying that NDE is still medically inexplainable: https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC6172100/ (This paper is kinda interesting, please check it out). But I do think that some medication can be used to make your chance of NDE happening. Now was it entirely depends on the drugs? Certainly not, but I do think they play a bigger role than most of the people think of.
Thanks for the response. I will take your view on the antiemetics into consideration as well. Now as for ROA, I am thinking of crushing up all of the medications (except for the antiemetics of course) into a fine powder and then putting them inside enteric-coated capsules and taking them with a big glass of grapefruit juice. I have the size 00 capsules. I estimate that I'm gonna need about 70 capsules to fit all that powder (based on the weight & average density of the tablets of medicine). Now the question becomes: is that a viable plan, swallowing 70 capsules in a matter of a few minutes at most? What do you think? I really don't wanna have to mix all that powder into a drink or a cup of applesauce/yogurt or anything of the like as I fear that the risk of severe nausea, vomiting, or even not being able to finish the whole thing in time becomes very high—even after taking the antiemetics. On the other hand, putting all the depressants in enteric-coated, delayed-release capsules means that I'm not gonna lose consciousness for something like 2 hrs right? What is a possible workaround here? Can I take just some of the depressants, crush & mix them into the grapefruit juice, with the rest of the meds being in enteric coated capsules? If so, which ones & how much do I need in order to lose consciousness fast? Would that affect the time that it would take to lose consciousness (as opposed to taking all the meds in powder form directly)?
 
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Thanks for the response. I will take your view on the antiemetics into consideration as well. Now as for ROA, I am thinking of crushing up all of the medications (except for the antiemetics of course) into a fine powder and then putting them inside enteric-coated capsules and taking them with a big glass of grapefruit juice. I have the size 00 capsules. I estimate that I'm gonna need about 70 capsules to fit all that powder (based on the weight & average density of the tablets of medicine). Now the question becomes: is that a viable plan, swallowing 70 capsules in a matter of a few minutes at most? What do you think? I really don't wanna have to mix all that powder into a drink or a cup of applesauce/yogurt or anything of the like as I fear that the risk of severe nausea, vomiting, or even not being able to finish the whole thing in time becomes very high—even after taking the antiemetics. On the other hand, putting all the depressants in enteric-coated, delayed-release capsules means that I'm not gonna lose consciousness for something like 2 hrs right? What is a possible workaround here? Can I take just some of the depressants, crush & mix them into the grapefruit juice, with the rest of the meds being in enteric coated capsules? If so, which ones & how much do I need in order to lose consciousness fast? Would that affect the time that it would take to lose consciousness (as opposed to taking all the meds in powder form directly)?
HI, so I'd like to answer this but maybe its best to do in private since I was uncomfortable answering that in public and because I'd like to respect you (since you sounds like a knowledgeable person in this too). No pressure if you want to stay here though. Do you like to move this into private chat?
 
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HI, so I'd like to answer this but maybe its best to do in private since I was uncomfortable answering that in public and because I'd like to respect you (since you sounds like a knowledgeable person in this too). No pressure if you want to stay here though. Do you like to move this into private chat?
Yes please, I think that's the better option
 
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