Maybe I'm fucking up

[IWantToSleep]

My main problem is anxiety, so when I got my SN and propranolol I had a massive anxiety attack and within a month threw them away to see if it would relieve some anxiety even though I knoew it was dumb.

Now my plan is to only buy materials when I know I'm about to ctb, which could be bad because sources could start to go away.

What do you guys think?

 

[Worndown]

Everyone reacts differently. I know some here that felt much calmer having their method secured. It allowed them to focus on some of the problems and not think about ending it all. To my knowledge these people never ended it. It all depends on the issues you face and your perspective.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

I relate to having anxiety. It really fucking sucks.