Anyone who's had marijuana before trying to CTB, did it help get past SI or did it make things worse? Any input would be greatly appreciated 
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Noctis
I wish I'd done it years ago
- Dec 15, 2021
- 308
I've tried it, but it didn't help. Pot makes me even more pain averse, so while my SI might have been controlled, I was now too afraid of pain to pull the trigger.
CaramelDragon
Member
- Feb 26, 2022
- 36
I tried to jump 3 times and failed. Weed and alcohol gave me false hope and messed with my mind so much I thought I had a chance at a life. I'll be attempting full suspension tomorrow and doing it sober.
Acopia
Specialist
- Sep 21, 2020
- 356
Weed used to help me cut deeper with SH.. couldn't feel the pain so bad. Maybe it could help with SI in the right circumstances.
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Thanks for all the replies. Decided not to use weed, don't want to make SI worse than it is, especially since I only have a limited experience with it.
That's actually what I'm planning on doing too, I guess it's nice knowing that your life is in your hands with a clear mind. Thanks for the helpSometimes it helps get through the moment but not long term. I also have bipolar and weed and bipolar can be a bad mix and end up with psychosisSimilar threads
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