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LenkaX

LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
366
How long time do I need? I'm pretty dead for the the past xxxx years.
 
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death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I feel the same
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Same for me
 
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Phoenix

Student
Feb 27, 2021
153
I was meant to be gone by November 2020 but here I am still here thanks to people forcing me to live. Time is going so fast
 
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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
379
Yeah same man if i could get n i would already be gone. But its so expensive and i dont have any money since i lost my job due this depresion. I went to the doctor to ask for euthanasia but he told me im not a right candidate ( and im born with severe facial deformity) so fucking sad man how is it possible im not a right candidate while others get it with only mild conditions.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I gotta admit I also feel pretty surprised and scared of still being in this world.
I thought I would live no more than 21 years and I'm already 33! This sucks haha
 
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LenkaX

LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
366
I don't know, I have SN, and rope and I also used to have enough of the amiptryptilyne. I don't want to wait and postpone CTB anymore. I just want to rope as fast as possible. But I'm afraid that I will instantly reincarnate into the same life. I'm afraid that there is no escape really...
 

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