iLikeFrogs
Most likely dissociating
- May 5, 2023
- 147
I spend there 12 days. My psychotherapist just took me there mid session after I was soft launching that I wanted to ctb. I didn't even tell her that I tried to commit in march. I just got worse there honestly, and I got a bit better, but I'm still more suicidal than I was before, and my anxiety is through the roof. My father also got worse. I just want to finally move out and hopefully not fail my 1st year collage.
After I get a job this summer I'm spending my salary on benzos and meto for my protocol. That's so far the only thing I'm lookin out for.
After I get a job this summer I'm spending my salary on benzos and meto for my protocol. That's so far the only thing I'm lookin out for.