Venting Lust and love.

[cylus46]

been at an all time low this week. Which is every week. But this week this girl wants me to drive down and get kinky with her if ykwim and most guys my age would jump at the opportunity and honestly I kind of want to. She's definitely my type but at the same time...I'm tired of lust.

I feel so sad, empty, angry, hurt, broken, I just want a nice lady to hold me, kiss my cheek and tell me they care...Tell me that I'm the one they want...tell me that I'm handsome, that despite my flaws I'm beautiful.

I want to feel their matter on mine. Their warm radiating onto mine, their long hair entangled with my own, their exhales hitting my neck and mine hitting theirs, Their lips hitting my own. People don't fucking understand. To them it's a normal cuddle session but to me it's everything. It's my soul touching theirs, it's the drug that silences my brain. I want them to see my mental breakdown and hold me instead of running away.

I'm sick of lust, I've sexted, I've made out, I've flirted and it's all empty. It's all so shallow. I don't even think I'm that hot...frankly all I can see if my flaws, I don't even know how I manage to pull as much as I have. Maybe it's the long hair and muscles.

But regardless none of that stuff does anything to me anymore

I want someone magical. I want someone who actually wants me. Someone who actually cares about me.

Someone who actually loves me.

 

[princexhhn]

I feel you man. Lust is alright sometimes but I just wanna be loved. Lust is nothing compared to love…

 

[Hollowman]

I came really close to having what you've described recently. Ofc I messed it up cause that's what I do. I need to give up. Good luck finding it.

 

[cylus46]

I came really close to having what you've described recently. Ofc I messed it up cause that's what I do. I need to give up. Good luck finding it.

It's ok bro I got a few fumbles under my belt

 

[Scenegirlshooter]

I feel you so much bro. All the guys i've been with are just want sex and are just so fucking bland and emotionless. its fucking pissing me off, my last boyfriend literally only got with me cuz of "LULZ I WANT A CRAZY GIRL!" so yeah same fuckin here. fuck me man.

 

[NonEssential]

I'd like to experience love, but I don't think anyone would be interested in someone with barely any value.

 

[cylus46]

I'd like to experience love, but I don't think anyone would be interested in someone with barely any value.

I feel like men especially feel this. It's so easy for a man to feel like he dosent deserve to live or be happy because he feels like he has no worth to give people...

I feel you so much bro. All the guys i've been with are just want sex and are just so fucking bland and emotionless. its fucking pissing me off, my last boyfriend literally only got with me cuz of "LULZ I WANT A CRAZY GIRL!" so yeah same fuckin here. fuck me man.

I want a crazy girl but only because I'm crazy
Skill based matchmaking type shi

 

[NonEssential]

I feel like men especially feel this. It's so easy for a man to feel like he dosent deserve to live or be happy because he feels like he has no worth to give people...

Yeah, you know the funny saying "If I was a spice, I'd be flour."

 

[cylus46]

Yeah, you know the funny saying "If I was a spice, I'd be flour."

No but now I do!

 

[Lapdog6795]

For start, why don't u try loving yourself?
I know it sounds absurd but go on a date with yourself, watch a movie, eat what you like, attend some meetup, do anything you like.

Don't expect so much from others man. We humans are selfish creatures and eventually we only think for ourselves.

 

[Linda]

been at an all time low this week. Which is every week. But this week this girl wants me to drive down and get kinky with her if ykwim and most guys my age would jump at the opportunity and honestly I kind of want to. She's definitely my type but at the same time...I'm tired of lust.

I feel so sad, empty, angry, hurt, broken, I just want a nice lady to hold me, kiss my cheek and tell me they care...Tell me that I'm the one they want...tell me that I'm handsome, that despite my flaws I'm beautiful.

I want to feel their matter on mine. Their warm radiating onto mine, their long hair entangled with my own, their exhales hitting my neck and mine hitting theirs, Their lips hitting my own. People don't fucking understand. To them it's a normal cuddle session but to me it's everything. It's my soul touching theirs, it's the drug that silences my brain. I want them to see my mental breakdown and hold me instead of running away.

I'm sick of lust, I've sexted, I've made out, I've flirted and it's all empty. It's all so shallow. I don't even think I'm that hot...frankly all I can see if my flaws, I don't even know how I manage to pull as much as I have. Maybe it's the long hair and muscles.

But regardless none of that stuff does anything to me anymore

I want someone magical. I want someone who actually wants me. Someone who actually cares about me.

Someone who actually loves me.

Often, a life-long, loving relationship starts with what seems at the time to be just another one night thing. That's what happened to me. I suggest you go ahead with this girl. You have nothing to lose. The chance that it will develop into something more than just sex is not high, but if you don't meet her at all the chance is zero.