Venting short pining

[meowpuppy]

wish i had a girl in my arms..

that's it, that's the whole post, i'm sorry. i just can't take this much longer. i just want a beloved to wrap in my arms and hold tight, there's nothing more to it. but nobody will get into a relationship with me, i've accepted that now, more or less.

i have an imaginary girlfriend to deal with these things! i've intentionally not named her or given her any identifying characteristics because i don't want to confine my desires that way, but she's super sweet, never tells me off, never says anything mean to me, lets me eat whatever i want, etc. i love her, and i wouldn't be alive without her. she's so adorable just from how she talks to me in my head and sometimes i tangle my fingers in my own hair and pretend that hand is hers.

 

[unluckysadness]

If it can gives you some comfort, just know that someone else on this forum (me) is in the same situation. I'm in my mid 40s and never had a loving partner. Still virgin. So you're not alone to experience this. I don't have an imaginary partner anymore but I dreamt about it for decades.

In fact, my brain wasn't designed for a romantic relationship. I'm not diagnosed being asexual but I think it's the reason I've enver had a partner. Being autistic / neurodivergent helps too... But now I'm okay with the idea of dying alone as an old virgin. I just want physical and mental peace.

Take care of you imaginary girlfriend. She seems to be very nice A lot of people are in love with an AI partner, so I guess it's the future of relationship, and why not after all ? If I had a robot to hug me, I'd probably do it. But I'm terribly shy, even it's a robot...

 

[meowpuppy]

If it can gives you some comfort, just know that someone else on this forum (me) is in the same situation. I'm in my mid 40s and never had a loving partner. Still virgin. So you're not alone to experience this. I don't have an imaginary partner anymore but I dreamt about it for decades.

In fact, my brain wasn't designed for a romantic relationship. I'm not diagnosed being asexual but I think it's the reason I've enver had a partner. Being autistic / neurodivergent helps too... But now I'm okay with the idea of dying alone as an old virgin. I just want physical and mental peace.

Take care of you imaginary girlfriend. She seems to be very nice A lot of people are in love with an AI partner, so I guess it's the future of relationship, and why not after all ? If I had a robot to hug me, I'd probably do it. But I'm terribly shy, even it's a robot...

thanks

she's actually controlled by me, sort of like a puppet, to avoid my fears of hurting a real person, that's why i speak of her as imaginary, because otherwise i'm just describing a headmate lol, so it's not like i can treat her well or not.. anyways, i think an AI partner would be worse right now because of how AI systems are at the moment