Discussion Lurker sharing

[semio]

Hey anyone reading, I have been lurking for a while and just checking in to say my time is about up. The past few months have been pretty life ending for me and I decided that my time was coming, well yesterday my wife left me too thus moving that day up. I lost my future and figured I could keep it going and she was still standing by me and being my rock until she decided that she couldn't handle my low state and she made some choices to hurt me and we ended our relationship. Funny enough on our anniversary. I was really hurt, but I honestly understand and I just hope that she is going to be ok. I had plans for the middle of the year mainly with her but now that I don't have those to do/look forward to I am going to likely ctb this month. I have gone back and forth a little about when exactly and its going to be the last weekend in June, I figure I will stick it out and watch season 4 of The Bear since there is so much that I was looking forward to that I will never see why not make the list a little shorter. I lost my last person so I just wanted to talk to anyone that I could without too much judgement so feel free to PM if you can be around. None the less, lurking has given me a little less hesitation in my choices, thanks for keeping a community where taboo conversations can be held when they need to be.

 

[darksouls]

Hey anyone reading, I have been lurking for a while and just checking in to say my time is about up. The past few months have been pretty life ending for me and I decided that my time was coming, well yesterday my wife left me too thus moving that day up. I lost my future and figured I could keep it going and she was still standing by me and being my rock until she decided that she couldn't handle my low state and she made some choices to hurt me and we ended our relationship. Funny enough on our anniversary. I was really hurt, but I honestly understand and I just hope that she is going to be ok. I had plans for the middle of the year mainly with her but now that I don't have those to do/look forward to I am going to likely ctb this month. I have gone back and forth a little about when exactly and its going to be the last weekend in June, I figure I will stick it out and watch season 4 of The Bear since there is so much that I was looking forward to that I will never see why not make the list a little shorter. I lost my last person so I just wanted to talk to anyone that I could without too much judgement so feel free to PM if you can be around. None the less, lurking has given me a little less hesitation in my choices, thanks for keeping a community where taboo conversations can be held when they need to be.

you are welcome